Life And Motives

2010-08-19T00:24:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan has been a very very very best month for me..because i learnt something..now i learnt not to be noisy, control myself...less irritating n mostly from everyone less annoying..even my best fren said so..ok..but ALHAMDULILLAH, im trying my best now..slow and steady..i noe its nt gonna take about three or one week to change but INSYAALLAH it will somehow u noe, nt disappear but improvements can be noticed..INSYAALLAH..

One ustaz told me..in EVERYTHING that we do, we have to be PATIENT..even when ALLAH has shown us the answer directly or indirectly in WHATEVER we DO..we still HAVE TO be PATIENT...

In general effort has to put in..and the rest LEAVE IT TO ALLAH..when we are sad or down thinking abt what happened to our LIVES..we always think ALLAH SETS EVERYTHING FOR US..WE HAVE TO BUILD THIS YAKIN IN OUR IMAN THAT EVERYTHING COMES FROM ALLAH..somemore now is the HOLY MONTH..get near to ALLAH and ask him the best..

You know guys people ard me whom i loved the MOST..said to me that made me think..although its hurting to hear n accept the fact..I know by being the other way round, n changed and also DOA N PUT IN EFFORT N LEAVE TO ALLAH...INSYAALLAH maybe the people ard us will tend to be near me more, feel comfortable..n who knows CLOSER...INSYAALLAH..

Even when we put in our effort and eventhough it has a bad or good ending, it is already fated and things happen for a REASON..ONLY ALLAH KNOWS FERST..but we will noe on the later part..because ALLAH wants us to LEARN from MISTAKES and He PROMISES THE BETTER ONES ARE STILL YET TO COME..

We must have that YAKIN..build it in our IMAN..

InsyaAllah....

2010-07-17T20:24:00.000-07:00

ok sch is closing abt nxt week?..WOW..hehehe..
BUT...i need to study and learn my mistakes..
i dint study for common test...

RESULT FLUNK!!!!!

But now..EVERYTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE..

SO LETS CONTINUE...

MUST FOCUS...!!!!!

effort is needed in everything we do...

2010-06-30T21:02:00.000-07:00

I just dont wanna disturb you because maybe ur busy, busy with projects, test..

sometimes i thought i wanna msg u but i as think back i might disturb u..

sometimes i am waiting for ur msg but i guess ur busy also..

sometimes i think maybe ur waiting for my msg..

or maybe we both are waiting for both messages..

Sometimes i dont noe whether wen i told you abt the truth that night, do u happened to think abt it or

you are waiting for msg frm me..

or me waiting for ur response

i really dont noe..

i am giving you ur space and time for your own..because i know ur heart-broken..

hey cheer up..

i mean dont be really sad..maybe this heart-broken may lead you to a new and better person..

take your time.

but listen, hey, even when he's with another girl, u won't die..u still have ur frens and families..maybe me, well that is if u remember me..u may see him everyday at school, but the best result, stay away..because if not, ur the one getting hurt, trust me..well i dont force you..its up to anyway..but still, i care for you..and i dont know whether u msg me or nt, but i dont think so, coz if i dont reply u shud have called me..and one more, if u happened seeing him walking together with his ********....dont get sad or pain in heart, remember, Allah is beside you coz he will make ur heart stronger and promise u a better and the best love...

insya life will be simpler...

i dont really care when u read this, scolding me or hating me..but at the end of the day, u will realised all this is good for you..

i hope u know who i meant..

salam...

2010-06-26T02:39:00.000-07:00

When the ferst time I sensed something..when the ferst time that my heart told me, i just can't stop thinking about it..maybe it's something that is true, something that's going to happen..but what can i do? To see and to help, that's all i could do..

When something tells me that this guy is going to have a new person in life, I just share with Allah and I decided to tell him..and i told him, I said to him to be honest and true, to be straight forward and be honest, really honest..I really guessed he knows what I meant..andai kata memang benar dia ade seseorang dalam hidup dia, berterus teranglah..tapi apakan daya, orang tak percaya on what i've been trying to say..malah, the gerl scolded me..and when i view on the other website, i read, on what he said..that he wanted to know more about this gerl..and i suspected..it is true..its just the same as what my heart told me..it tells me that it is possible for him to have a new girl when school reopens..

And i just keep quiet..keeping quiet until one day hati tergerak memberitahu sesuatu..KALAU ALLAH NAK TUNJUKKAN KAU DIA DENGAN ORANG BARUNYER, ALLAH BOLEH TUNJUKKAN...and i just doa..

And my heart told me..u dont have to tell the gerl that this guy has a new person in life..just let the guy tell this gerl..

O Allah, I can only make dua for the best..If what my heart told me that just let the guy to tell the gerl upon the arrival of a new person in his life..i pray to you..let this guy tell the gerl and be honest..and make the gerl feel strong..

Please Allah....

I hope he tell...

Life And Honour

2010-06-25T23:09:00.000-07:00

When you look into the mirror and see your ownself, do you see any changes in your past life and do you realised it?...If there is, who changed you???

2010-06-16T23:18:00.001-07:00

People..yes people..wake UPPPPPPPPP!!!...

WAKE UPPP AND NOTICED KIAMAT IS NEAR...SO WAKE UP AND REPENT..INSYA..

2010-06-05T21:33:00.000-07:00

do u really noe how it feels like?..sometimes i think u really dont appreciate me in life..all the things u want is me considering urself..not me but its always u...u told me not to say this and that which hurts u...do u care about my feelings?..stop comparing me...u dont EVEN CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL..u dont even wanna noe how ive been trying to help..to get updated abt ur life..DO U KNOW THAT?..DO YOU?...ALL U NOE IS SITTING N CRYING LIKE DUNIA NK KIAMAT..u dont even care how myself trying to help u..but all the thing u that came out frm u is SCOLDING AND NOT GIVING ANY CHANCES FOR ME TO SAY IT OUT...FRM LASTIME TILL NOW..ALL THE THING I SAID TO U, U WON'T EVEN BELIEVE....U TINK WHAT IM SAYING IS STUPID AND DOSENT MAKE ANY SENSES..well atleastla ATLEAST..i tried to help u..BUT IF U DONT WANA HELP URSELF AND NOT GIVING ME ANY CHANCES TO HELP U..THEN IT WILL NOT HELP ANYTHING..ANYTHING....u always say to me u wont go to the past and look forward..WELL HAVE U EVER WONDERED ALLAH MAYBE WANT U TO COME BACK AND CHANGE THE BACK TO UR FORWARD LIFE?..HAVE U?..HAVE U?..HAVE UUUUUUUUU?....

2010-06-04T02:20:00.000-07:00

Satu Hari Luqman menasihati anaknya...Wahai anakku, jikalau kau teringin membuat maksiat, carilah tempat dimana Allah tidak dapat nampak..

2010-05-27T03:37:00.000-07:00

Move On

Its The Best

You can know what's in your life when you know what's in your heart.....

2010-05-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

Yes..we won't know what's in life when won't what's in our heart..same goes as we don't try or put in effort..i guess this two reasons work well..maybe we know our life when we know what's in our heart and after we already knew it, we put in effort and pray to ask for the best..make sense right?..wel it does..but we have to remember Allah at all times because despite Malaikat whisper to our heart what's happening or what's going to happen in life or guidance and etc..Syaitan can take charge of our heart if we don't zikr to Allah and always remember Allah azza wajalla..

There's a reason why heart is important..look if we don't listen to our heart..who else we want to listen..that is why people always says trust your heart...what your says?..ask your heart..and yes sometimes we have to think upon what our heart told us..if not how are suppose to know?..

One ustaz said to me as i asked him whether could we trust what our heart tells us?..he said YES!..do zikr to Allah oftenly..insyaAllah..When i realised and know it..i smiled and said InsyaAllah...

2010-05-01T20:46:00.000-07:00

haish..i dont see people are happy..but sad...my auntie was warded and yesterday she started talking craps..kucing, jaga kucing, jangan siksa kucing, mandikan kucing..bawah ada paku..and mcm2 lah..i witnessed the way she said kindly similar to what my arwah nenek said..and yala, scary but my parents and her children just say igt ALLAH..beside her ear..ingat ALLAH..thats how very important in humans life..and i hope her condition gets better...but ALLAH has the will..all in his hands..

and ya, i hope her condition gets better...and my sis is worried..coz she gg back to m'sia today and having exams tmr..she can't even concentrate..i just remembered the days of my late nenek..how my frens were bside me..how one of my fren who consoled my sister..i suddenly remembered about the past..

but ya just leave it man..

and the other part..i just felt angry and bingit..coz i just see that its an EMPTY PROMISES.!!

2010-04-30T23:05:00.000-07:00

arrhh..batok la...suddenly woke up for the past two days and then my throat felt different man..orang semue ckp..tgh musim sakit..okla agreed, coz my frens pon sakit, my sepupu pon, my bro and me and dad..mcm2 hal..and yala need to rest...

wondering and wondering..i actually felt sad for my fren ar..sedih ar..tgk aku nyer kisah hidup..aku fikir hidup dia lagi sedih ar..but then i just can say insya it will be alrite..kesian dia...tapi tak taulah kan sebab ade aku tgk mcm ok ade kadang sedih..aku cuma doakan la..jauhkan dia dari orang tula..itu yang terbaik la..insya..

2010-04-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

Ok today is wed and tmr is thurs and soon will be friday..and its gonna be the third week of school..yala some students may have a hard time adapting in a new environment and maybe the vista is not so good i think...ok here goes..waa alot of freshies and ya ade yang aku kenal sey...my juniors..HAHAHAHA..sesat carik tempat..LOL...SUPER LOL...

and im starting to understand this deng deng thermofluids..atlast...AT LAST!!!!...AND YA MATHS PON....then we hate this programming lecturer..super dont understand man..computer programming really really hard..or students prefer to say SUCKS...ya..got it..and the best thing..COPY..no choice man..a bit of trying but more on copying..seriously damn hard..y must study comp prog..shit..

well now i see a brighter day ahead of me..lastime yala..abit BONGOK ar..emoshit..da bongok abeh emoshit..damn stupid..bcoz of that my results pon flop..but eversince im in sem 2..my grades are improving..bcoz i know that determines my future..and when i stepped into my class..i can feel more improvement coming up..jadi sesiapa yang sedang emoshit..tolonglah..focus kat blaja..jgn jadi mcm aku..nnt susah..

i took my past n present to see the real me..to help my frens..advice them..maybe i also need advice..need guidance too..yeah..but i sure know one thing..i f we want something..we have to work for it..

if we want to move on w life, we can make it happen..if we want to succed..we can make it...

i want i want i want i want..with this werds..it will make like a prayer and insyaAllah it will be true..

if we say susah, nape susah nie..aku mcm susahlah..haish susahlah..abes bile nk game???..if susah,susah...of kos it will be MORE susah..seriously..

experience made me feel abit more matured ar...frankly speaking..and i believe if people can succeed so can we..

ade ferst week of sch da stress..ade sedih..ade happy..ade tkt..ade emo..ade depress..releksla..sooner or later...akan jadi ok..

2010-04-24T09:30:00.000-07:00

Yeay..school was awesome...POWER DOK..!!!

ok learnt this new module about THERMOFLUIDS, DAMN ITS SOOOOO HARD..need to memorise all formulas..Hiyo..!!!!!!

so atlast meet my classmates after about two months plus at home..HEHEHE..graduation ceremony pon da nak dekat..i dono wether to help ambassadors for graduation day..GONNA MISS MY SENIORS..but atleast i understand alot.CHEYY...!!!!!!!!!!mcm PAHAM..

im starting to love school...HAHAHAHAHA..and i believe one day when graduated frm NYP..im gonna miss them too, like how my seniors are gonna miss their frens..

i wonder..life will be empty without a smile in our face even if we are happy,sad,angry and bla bla..yeah i realise..life isnt as easy as we thought when we were a kid..

but still, its really fun man..new CANTEEN ey..

sometimes i ask myself...its not about what we shud do but can do..its not about that...

its about what u shud do and can do on what u shud do..if we shud do this or that..we can do..if its not about what we shud do..how can we do it??

get the idea?

example..shud means harus..harus tu mesti...mesti tu mcm wajib..

so we shud pray five times a day..means we can pray five times a day..

sometimes we shud pray five times per day but we dont pray five times per day..that is diff..

that means shud tu harus..ITS JUST THAT NAK ATAU TKNAK..!!!

everything in ths werld we shud do sth and then we can do sth..but when we shud do sth its ALL ABOUT OUR OWNSELVES WETHER WE WANT IT OR NOT!!!

ITS ABOUT WHAT WE SHUD DO AND CAN DO...ITS NOT ABOUT WHAT WE SHUD DO BUT

CAN DO..

IF THE SHUD TAK BOLE BUAT..MCM MANE KITE NAK BUAT?

SO GET RIGHT PEOPLE..

ALLAH UTUSKAN NABI HARUS MENYAMPAIKAN KALIMAH ALLAH AND NABI CAN DO?

YES HE CAN BCOZ HE SHUD DO...SHUD IS LIKE A COMMAND!!

GDNYT!!

SMILES ALWAYS

2010-04-15T02:26:00.000-07:00

ok...my timetable was out three weeks ago..whooaaaaa...

here it goes..mon: 8 to 4..damn
tues: 9 to 1,,
wed: 9 to 3
thur: 9 to 5
fri: 9 am to 10 am..

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA..better sleep on friday...

Can't wait for school to OPENNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hati Dari Allah....

2010-04-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

Dengan Nama Allah...Sesungguhnya Aku berkata dengan nama Allah..

Aku termenung sekejap..tengok langit, tengok bagaimana ia berjalan..bagaimana Allah menukarkan bulan mengganti matahari manakala sampai waktunya, matahari kemudian digantikan bulan..

Allah kau menjadikan matahari, kau yang menguasai segalanya..tanpa izin kau, langit tidak akan bergerak, matahari tidak akan digantikan..bulan tidak bercahaya..semuanya sifat kau..

Satu ketika aku sedang berbaring, memikirkan apa akan terjadi sekiranya orang yang aku sayang meninggalkan aku..apa akan terjadi sekiranya aku tidak ade di dunia ini..apa akan terjadi kalau aku mati tapi tidak diredhai Allah..kalau di alam kubur dengan malaikat mungkar dan nangkir menanya aku siapa rabb ku..dan sekiranya aku menjawab Allah tuhanku..maka dari situlah dengan pertanyaan yang pertama dapat dijawab, insyaAllah, yang lain pon bole dijawab..dan insyaAllah selamat di masyhar, sirat, dan syurga..

aku memikirkan tentang seseorang..mungkin pada aku seseorang yang aku tidak dapat lupakan..

aku bukan jiwang atau emo..tapi apa yang aku sedang lafazkan adalah ape yang aku simpan..simpan hingga dapat mengeluarkan pada masa yang diizinkan Allah..

tiap-tiap hari aku fikirkan si Dia..kalau si Dia membaca mungkin dia tahu siapa yang aku maksudkan..tapi demi Allah, bukan kerana aku ini terlalu jiwa...

kadang-kadang aku takut dia rasa sedih nie mcm mane..maksud aku..tiap-tiap kali hati aku berbisik, berbisik memberitahu aku sesuatu..sesuatu yang akan berlaku..

" Kau mesti sabar, Allah maha berkuasa, Maha bijaksana, Maha adil.."

aku tak tau nk buat ape tapi aku mengadu kepada Allah ape yang hati aku bisik..tetapi makin hari, makin hati ini memberitahu aku sesuatu dan ingin aku membuat sesuatu..

" Sabarlah shaz..Allah ade di tepi kau, berdoa pada Allah, berharap pada Allah, segalanya datang dari Allah..lambat laun, dia akan merasai ape yang kau rasa, dia akan tau macam mana rasa hati yang sakit..kau fikir lelaki itu hendak ke dia?..kau fikirlah..

dia akan tau dan nilaikan sesuatu yang baik untuk dirinya nnt akan datang satu hari yang mana kekasih dia seperti sudah malas dengan dia dah mcm putus asa kepada dia....kau harus bimbing dia..kau harus berada di tepi dia..sesungguhnya dia memerlukan kau..

aku hati kau..hati allah berikan kepada kau..Allah ingin kau membuat sesuatu..percayalah cakap aku...satu ketika nanti bila dia perlukan kau..bila dia carik kau, datang pada diri dia..berikan dia kata semangat, berikan dia kekuatan, beritahu dia untuk teruskan perjalan hidup, beritahu dia bahawa dia patut menerima seseorang yang baik untuknya...

Tapi kenape dia carik aku?..ape sebab dia mencari aku?...

Dia mencari kau kerana dia tahu kau merasai ape dia rasai sekarang..dia carik kau sebab dier perlukan orang di tepi dia, dia carik kau sebab dia perlu kau..

dia cari kau sebab dia tahu, kau boleh tolong dia, kau boleh bimbing dia..bimbing dia menjadi orang yang lebih baik..dengarlah kata aku..

Sesungguhnya Allah berkuasa..Allah memilih kau..sebab Allah percayakan kau..Dia maha Mengetahui lagi maha bijaksana..

tapi dia berkata dia tidak memerlukan aku, dia tidak mahu memberitahu aku apa apapun..

Sesungguhnya Allah maha mengetahui lagi Maha Bijaksana...

aku pon bagun..aku tanya..

hati aku tidak senang..aku bertanya seorang ustaz..

salam ya ustaz..saya ingin tanya, ape patutkah kita mempercayai kata hati kita?..maka ustaz itu berkata, Boleh!...sebab itulah kita harus memperbanyakkan zikrullah..zikir..boleh dipercayai..memang boleh..adek jangan takut..Allah ade..

hari demi hari aku bertanya kepada ustaz..

ade yang memberitahu kata hati ini ade dua, satu petunjuk Allah, satu dari syaitan..terpulang kepada amal kita..kalau amal kita kuat, insyaAllah itu adalah kata petunjuk dari allah..islam menyruh kita memperbanyakkan rohani...insyaAllah..

aku tidak tahu kenapa aku begini..Allah sahaja yang tahu..

Allah, apa benar semua nie??

aku teringat jikalau seseorang ada masalah, berwudhukla, berdoa kepada Allah..solat dua raka'at, dan mengadu kepada allah..beritahu Allah..hatiku menyuruh aku memberitahu Allah..

selepas aku menunaikan solat..aku mengangkat tangan aku..sambil menangis..

Ya Allah sesungguhnya hati aku memberitahu aku sesuatu ya Allah..sesuatu yang akan seperti berlaku..dengan nama kau Allah..sesungguhnya aku mengadu kepada kau..kau lebih mengetahui..ya Allah, selamatkanlah dia, jagalah hati dia..kuatkanlah hati dia..ya Allah, dekatkanlah dia yang baik dan jauhkan lah dia yang buruk..ya Allah aku tk boleh tipu kau dengan hanya berkata aku sayang dia..sayang dia lebih dari diri aku..aku tk boleh tipu kau ya Allah sebab aku tahu kau melihat kepada hati..dan sebab itulah aku memberitahu kau ape yang hatiku kata..

ya Allah sesungguhnya hati aku berkata bahawa lelaki itu btol2 ke nk si dia..aku takut aku jahat..tapi ya ALLAH..kalau memang benar, aku berdoa agar lelaki itu berterus terang dengan dia..jadi hati dia tidak dilukai dengan lebih luka..

ya Allah hatiku memberitahu aku sesuatu..yang dia memerlukan aku..dia akan merasai ape yang aku rasa..hatiku berkata setiap perbuatan dia engkau akan membalas..ya Allah kalau kau balas dengan dia merasai ape aku rasa..kuatkanlah dia ya Allah, kuatkanlah dia..dan kau kuatkanlah hati dia..pilih la dia ya Allah...hatiku memberitahu aku yang dia perlu aku, dia mencari aku..dan hatiku menyuruh aku untuk dekat pada dia..kerana kau percayakan aku..kerana memang kau percayakan aku..sesungguhnya kau maha agung..kau maha bijaksana..ya Allah, jikalau memang ape yang berlaku ini ada kebaikan untuk dia berikanlah, berikanlah agar dia menyadari nya..agar dia tau kuasa kau Allah..insyaAllah aku akan berada di tepi dia, insyaAllah..

Hatiku menambah..sesungguhnya doa kau telah sampai kepada Allah..maka sabarlah..

maka dari situ tiba2 aku dapat mesej dari dia..memberitahu aku yang dia kene ape yang aku kena dan tiba2 lelaki itu mesej aku memberitahu aku yang dia kurang senang dengan si dia, lalu putuskan hubungan.. si dia beritahu aku ape yang dia rasa, segala pedih, pahit, sedih, sakit...banyak lagi..dia memberitahu aku yang dia sedar ape yang telah terjadi..dia memberitahu aku kadang2 dia akan menangis..dia seperti tk percaya..jadi aku memberitahu dia beritahu dia supaya dia kuat dengan takdir Allah move on, jangan menagis, aku memberi dia perangsang, keyakinan..memang benar apa hatiku kata..

sabar, ingat allah, mungkin semue ade pengajaran..insyaAllah nanti Allah akan memberi nikmat cinta, cinta untuk Allah..

What is cinta kerana Allah??

Cinta kerana Allah seperti dimana Allah memperkenalkan seseorang dalam hidup..maka terimalah pemberian Allah, terimalah dia seadanya..terimalah balek apa Allah berikan..terimalah kerana Allah..

aku beritahu dia..do u know, ur relationship ith this guy is just a lesson for u to learn?..which wat u told me..before it happened, i knew it..

dia senyap, dan agree..

dan hatiku kata kepada aku, perlahan-lahan, sesungguhnya Allah maha adil..sabarlah shaz..kau mampu sebab itulah Allah memilih kau..

Ya Allah terimalah taubat dia..dari dulu aku berdoa agar kau dapt terima taubatnya, pilih dia untuk hidayat mu ya Allah..aku percaya dia boleh..ya Allah aku nampak dan aku rasa...sesungguhnya bila dia diuji mu...dia akan mendekatkan dirinya dengan mu..demi nyawa kami dalam dzatmu..pilih dia ya Allah..dan ya Allah hati aku berkata tidak mustahil si lelaki ini ade perempuan laen nnt ketika sekolah buka..maka aku doalah ya Allah..jauhilah hati si dia dari lelaki ini agar hati dia sihat tk terluka..jagalah hati dia..jagalah..

akhir2, aku nampak dia begitu dekat kepada Allah, sukanya dia kepada Islam..menanyakan sesuatu perkara kepada aku..aku cuba sedaya upaya aku..

aku tengok dia dan hati aku berkata..insyaAllah, Allah akan memilih dia..

hatiku berkata lagi..nnt satu hari dia akan mendapat petunjuk sama yang kau dapat dahulu..

dengarlah shaz..memang dia berkata dia perlukan kau sebagai kawan, namun nnt, lambat laun, dia sedar yang dia benar2 memerlukan kau...benar2..percayalah..

dia akan tahu..dia akan sedar yang kaulah orangnyer...bersabarlah..

berilah dia masa..jangan memaksa..

aku pernah berdoa....

kalau lelaki itu tidak baik untuknya dan sememangnya lelaki itu ada perempuan lain..jauhkanlah si dia dari lelaki itu ya Allah..kuatkanlah dia..

kalau si dia membaca dan marah kepada aku..aku minta maaf..

2010-04-07T02:52:00.000-07:00

When the time we feel sad..we turned to Allah..

ya we all know we are weak..but deep inside the weakness, there's always strength..

i know how u feel, how it hurts you, how it really made u cry, how painful it is..

but don't worry, for he will be beside u all along...

but when we are sad..happiness awaits us..for which it will erase all the painfulness and saddness, the hurt and the cry..i don't know why and what made u come to me..only u and Allah knows..

i don't know why i aive u the support, the courage, the confidence for you to move on..but when we had conversations..i tried to make u laughed..i wanna share with you the fun so that u will be better, stronger, and it can overtake the pain, hurt you are feeling right now..but u told me..

"hey gtg..just msg lata or what ok?"...

well i know im not like the guy you used to have the fun with..and i respect that..maybe u were a bit uncomfortable..maybe it reminded you of the past..

nevermind..ya i was abit sad when u said that..i wanna make u smile..but tkpela..i just step back abit..

maybe not abit..if my presence will just made u feel uncomfortable..then i say..

im sorry..

tc.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-03-29T02:23:00.001-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-03-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

Thinking about the messages and blogs..issit she message me bcoz Allah open her heart meaning by her own heart or just people message her than she remembers me?...

Look Ahead Of You

2010-03-24T02:43:00.000-07:00

What was my most happening event that happened in my life?

well thinking about it again i really kinda don't believe it..haha..coz certain people can't do it..

Well lastime i dono how i came across her and thinking about it back..it was funny..and weird.

She was like so called a wild type girl..u know teenagers nowadays.. i saw one couple..they thought salam mataer is good,taat..padahal kalau org tu fikir balek..dosa.Its sinful bcoz u know hanya suami isteri yang buat mcm gtu..tu baru taat yang menjamin syurga..mataer salam dapat dosa untuk diri mereka..kelakar kan..hiash..dunia nak kiamat..

Back to the story..yeah well she was abit mcm very nk susah percaya its her..well she knows me and somehow i got to know her closer and she told me this and that..which made me hard to believe..and scared at the same time..bcoz only Allah knows how it feels..but as days past by..i just did my normal prayer...and from there she noticed a different in me..well i dono..only she undastands..lately she knows im a type that knows the laws in Islam..and she got to know i prayed in the mosque..

As i know i did asked her to pray in the cabin..for a moment she kept quiet and thought about it for a while and in the end she agreed..may Allah forgive her..

and i taught her bit by bit..i know how to make her understand and sometimes when she asked me...i will tell her to make her fully understand..and she continued her prayer..and told me..eversince shes with me, she really feel at peace bcoz she started praying eventhough its hard for her to adapt..bcoz i know lastime she knows how to pray but she dint..

sooner she really really into Islam..jaga solat..which made me happy..may Allah forgive her..till then she started going to the mosque..may Allah forgive her..and she did told me she wanted to wear scarf...but i know shes not ready yet bcoz its very hard for women to change...i taught slowly by slowly like how my dad slowly taught my mother...maybe i follow my dad more..mostly wat i did was wat my dad did during his teen years..

She told me when she came out from the mosque..'rindu masjid'...but then i told her mosque is not wajib fo women to perform their prayer..the place yang paling afdal untuk wanita adalah kamar tidur mereka..

So she took my advice and understand it..may Allah forgive her..

then she slowly wear scarf..going out wearing scarf until her frens dint recognize her..but i know for her type its quite hard..she needs support..and wen i say to her wen the time she put on the scarf meaning she have to jaga aurat. Even wen shes going out to buy kitchen stuffs..jemur kain kt luar ke..still she have to jaga aurat...it is hard for women..

i don't realise i did those stuffs..to change her..from that moment.i just say to Allah..theres a reason why u chose me..which i cant say..i did say to her..with this werld in ur heart..im sorry if change u to be like this..well she answered me..bcoz of u,i changed to be better u guided me..i do not wanna lose you bcoz ur the one who resulted me in this situation and i really bersyukur..

May Allah forgive you.

How in the world i could change a wild-type girl to this kind of a new girl..

well my heart told me..

"Kerana agama perempuan terpikat kepada kau..walaupun apa terjadi,orang yang die akan kembali adalah orang yang membimbing dia dahulu which is you"......

May Allah Forgive Me

2010-03-22T19:15:00.000-07:00

Salam..yeah,todae i got my results..yeah, i passed all,alhamdulillah, and GPA increased alhamdulillah..but still not as wat as i expected..but as i know, keep trying..i wished my smart sec 2 brain will come in me again..nvm,slow and steady wins the game...

yeahhh

2010-03-11T20:05:00.000-08:00

Chances Are From ALLAH

Weeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-09T20:08:00.001-08:00

Thanks For The Wishes Guys....

Prophet Muhammad....

2010-03-01T07:53:00.000-08:00

Tabligh is the work done by muslims to others to call to Allah.Its is the same work that was carried out by Prophets and Messengers..Nuh,Luth,Yaacob,Ibrahim,Musa,Isa,Ismail,Muhammad S.A.W..Since Muhammad is the final prohpet..it is our duty on every muslim to invite to and call people to Allah..

The main purpose is to understand the kalimah Laillahaailallah Muhammadur Rasulullah..Tabligh purpose is to ensure all muslims jalankan agama...It was founded by Maulana Muhammad Illyas Kandhalawi somewhere in India..during his days performing the hajj..

The Tabligh jamat flew off to Southeast asia..dari situ mereka sebarkan agama pada tahun 1946..and within 20 years..islam was spread to europe,North America,Asia Pacific,Africa..

Tabligh,they called Fisabilillah..Meaning keluar ke jalan Allah,bkn dari jalan Allah,itu murtad..tetapi Keluar ke jalan Allah..Go in the path of Allah..menyampaikan agama

Korban Masa Untuk agama,cinta agama,beri masa untuk Agama...

In life,Tabligh teaches us how to get the believe in Allah with this six points that Sahabah has hold on tightly till their last days..

Iman
Shalaat
Ilmu And Dhikr(Knowledge And Remembrance Of Allah)
Ikramul Muslimin(Muslim to respect every Muslims)
Ikhlas Niat(Sincerity Of Intention)
Dakwah Dan Tabligh(To spare time in the path of Allah)

Atleast in our life beri masa keluar ke jalan Allah,selama 3 hari sebulan,40 hari setiap tahun,4 bulan seumur hidup..

Alim Ulama memberitahu setiap amalan kita buat diganjarkan dgn 10 pahala..maka dalam sebulan ade 30 hari,dengan sepuluh pahala,we divide it to sacrifice three days in each month for going in the path of Allah..365 days in one year..so we take 365 divide by 10,we get 36.5 days,which is equivalent to 40 days if we round off..and Muhammad said once..we live in this werld till 60 to 70 years..so we take 60 to 70 years and divide by 10..it shud be near to 6 months,7 months but we take 4 months...

So from now i undastand y we go in the path of ALLAH for 3 days,40 days and 4 months..let me show u y i say 4 months..Lastime i dint believe y shud we go out in the path of Allah for 4 months..

this is the ans...

Maka keluarlah kamu wahai kaum Musyrikin di atas muka bumiku selama 4 bulan lamanya dan ketahuilah kamu tidak terlepas dari azab seksaan Allah dan ingatlah Allah akan menghina orang-orang kafir...

surah At Tawbah..

Allah menguji orang kafir dengan perintahnya..from there, i dint pay atention to whom Allah meant this verse to but The factor that attract me and made me believe is 4 months in the path of Allah..MasyaAllah..why am i so stupid and being blinded by the world's decoration..

Every verses of Al Quran Allah firman..jalanku,jalanku,jalanku...it dosent has to be Madinah,Makkah..bumiku,every parts of the world..

There was a time when we go out in the path of Allah..My dad said..barangsiapa yang keluar di jalan Allah sepagi dan sepetang..maka ia lebih baek dari dunia dan seisi nya..debu2 yang melekat di baju kita akan diharamkan ke atas api neraka...

That time i asked myself,issit true?

Until one day maybe Allah wanted to show me the guidance,hidayah..i received one email..this email it talks about the beauty in Islam..and it finalizes its sentences by saying..

Sepagi sepetang keluar jalan Allah lebih baik dari dunia dan seisinya,debu2 yang melekat di badan kita akan diharamkan asap api neraka...

That email is still with me..

Now after all i have say, i do hope the meaning of tabligh will never be erased frm ur mind..

Sesungguhnya Muhammad S.A.W mempunyai satu sifat dalam empat sifat beliau..Tabligh,meaning menyampaikan agama..kerana,Muhammad menyampaikan agama dgn kalimah Allah..Now,Muhammad is no longer here..it will be our turn to continue this Muhammad's werk that has been carried out during his days till we die...

salam alaik..

2010-02-25T19:29:00.000-08:00

There was time when i was about 9 yrs old..haha..i dint pay attention during science klass and during exam time,i was blur...and i answered this qn...

What Happen If You Poke A Ballon With A Pin?

I answered...It Will BOOM..

Boom instead of Burst..

Cuzzies Outing.

2010-02-24T20:49:00.000-08:00

2010-02-23T05:38:00.000-08:00

hie people...fuuhhh,just nw was maths..hahahaha..last semester i got 68 for maths...hahaha..according to o level..its B3..WOW...hahha

BANGGA...

ok luckily i managed to do the sums..hah,its hard,yeah of kos..hehehe..but we wont know its easy until we try and practice..to my silat frens..im sorry i have to withdraw from tanding coz due to my ringht ankle injury,insyaAllah i will try to train my leg again..biasekan kaki exercise..

and seorg ustaz berkata to my fren whom recently jadi kendarat and betaburkan pinggan..

Pengalaman membuat kita lebih matang..yeah...

2010-02-18T20:21:00.001-08:00

When i entered the mosque..i hold up my arm with my palm open..

...Allahummaf Tahli Abwaba Rahmatik...

When im inside the mosque..i prayed and ask Allah all the stuffs that has happened in life...

i let out everything from my heart and will sart to cry..crying and letting out each of every feelings of mine...Sometimes i did felt as if im a very very very very bad person in life after i had let it out..

I will ask y i should be the one who has to be patient??

But i know when we are patient,Allah is beside us..he loves his creation to be patient...

And I ask him...

Allah,i have no power,nothing compared to you..

I leave it to you Allah..

2010-02-12T21:48:00.000-08:00

I read a book about this one special prayer...it is called as i know..Istikharah....i was introduced to this prayer when i had problems choosing the path which is good for me and as well being protected from Allah....

This prayer is suitable for people who having difficulties to decide which is the best for them..

In this prayer,one seek Allah's guidance and help to ease the problems around them...Because Allah knows everything even things thats invisible in life..Ya,thats ALLAH..he's Al-Malik..

Al-Malik means king of the kings...

So in this prayer,Allah will show us the answers that we've been looking for..the problems will vanished away..

So before we ask him,we should ask him these three things...

YA ALLAH,GIVE US UR GUIDANCE FOR WHICH IS BEST FOR OUR RELIGION?OUR LIFE?OURSELVES?

The answers to the prayers may come through...REALITY,DREAMS,HEART..

but most commonly it is performed by people whose getting married,so that they don't choose wrongly...

InsyaAllah..

Days..

2010-02-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

Last Monday..last day of school till april...WOW..wednesday,1 year my granny left us..miss u nenek..

Conversation...

2010-02-07T07:31:00.000-08:00

Mariah :......Actually every gerl in this werld wants to be w a guy who have alot of knowledge in islam..the one who can guide them one day...the one that has good ilmu and all...

Myself :.....ouh so ur saying every gerl in this dunia looking for a guy or husband that can guide them,slowly and etc...

Mariah :...ya,actualli...truthfully i say im attracted to ur knowledge...semue wanita inginkan org mcm gtu..agama kuat,berilmu,and mcm2...

Myself :..ouh ok..insyaAllah u will find someone like tat..mcm surah an noor..org yang baik akan bersama dengan org yang baik manakala yang jahat dengan org yang jahat..

Mariah:...yea,its something like tat....

Conversation between me and her...fuh mcm kene temuduga...hahahaha...but ya,maybe its true...women do look for man with great knowledge about religion...well i guessed tats true rite mariah?...hmmm so just relax..insyaAllah there will be one for u...Although u dint say much..i can read from inside....haha...great silat kickings eh..

Issit true for women???...issit right?????

That every gerl wants to be with a guy yang kuat agama??..even my sis says so..

Issit?

I Don't know.....

NYP VS SP

2010-02-05T20:21:00.001-08:00

Sapu Shaz...

AMEK KAU...

PASANG......

Mosque....

2010-02-02T05:53:00.000-08:00

Do You Miss Shazrul??

Fehrin Said.... Yeah..I Can Always Find Him In The Mosque...

Darul Ghufran..

Why??

2010-02-01T05:34:00.000-08:00

Lastime i was called an immature..i wont learnt a lesson,i wont learnt my misatkes..
but now i do..im matured enough to make me realise how important life is...
do u like it if someone u loved most,but now with oda ppl and said to u abt the new person??...obviously people will hurt...

so many books ive read and i learnt alot...y must people take advantage of people who is really patient,commited and all...wen someone found a new pair,fren and oda stuffs,they forget the old people...

they say that people are like that...and i once cried alot of times..y my grandmother go away to the oda werld?...i regret and i wished she is still alive..bcoz i dont really talked to her tat much wen im bz w oda ppl,sch and stuffs..but now i really the great loss...same goes for families and frens and relatives...somtimes im angry and wanna scold...but i think again.theres no need...

but as i grow older..i wonder..i have a good fren,best fren and love..natasha..shes a fren of mine and she always made me smile..hazmi who always give me support when im having my depression in life..yasin,who always talked w me abt movies and sch stuffs..helmi who always made critical jokes that always put a smile on my face...

tashy always says to me that shes having some probs and i think..i may have problems ard me but there are other people whos having much more than me...

i do find shes diff,from lastime..the way she talked..and stuffs..3 years we separated..from 2007..wow..i missed them all...

that's lousy man...maybe we nid to undastand each odas feelings...even if we argue,love,smiles,laughter,vulgarities and all those werds,and characters...

even a fren told me wen im on my way to sch..y people take advantage of people whose patient??..and i answered,because we are nice,patient is good..and maybe they will face the same thing..they will regret...dont worry mariah..love full of adventures and bulliness,sadness and worry...as long as ur nt being tricked it ok...

well i see alot in life..and i use this as wat they called..anjakan paradigma..i also weak but now i help my frens alot,i used my past life to help them..to bring them the relief,the smile...

as wat they called me shaz mature..haha..even hazmi said that...aku rase dalam kite semue kau yang matured ar shaz...

well i dono abt tat...but Allah knows more...

well i feel like life is better,my studies alhamdulillah getting better,alhamdulillah i always pray at mosque..thats my 2010 aims..one of them..

Pulanglah padanyer..dia lebih baik untuk kau...
Wahai Allah...Macam Mana ingin aku pulang sedangkan dia berpunya??

Maka sabarla...

Maka Allah..kekalkan la...

Sabarla....

NYP OPEN HOUSE

2010-01-18T06:16:00.000-08:00

Random..

2010-01-09T21:08:00.001-08:00

Beauty and pretty...

more like siblings to me.....

Muslimah....

2010-01-08T06:22:00.000-08:00

kepada muslimah..sebenarnya aku sendiri pon tk dapat nk menjawab...tapi aku nk katakan aku bagai seorg yang bodoh,bengap and much more...adakah muslimah pandang kepada akhlak seorg lelaki dan amalannya atau hadiah cincin,jam tangan,baju,kasut,bunga dan rantai??

Aku sifatnya bodoh kerana aku tk dapat memberi hadiah itu semue kepada sesiapa muslimah diantara mereka....lebih2 lagi jikalau bertengkar dan ingin berbaik semula..memangla muslimah sukakan bunga,cincin dan mcm acessories kerana ia dapat mencairkan perasaan..tapi aku tk dapat hadiahkan tu semue..dan aku rasa bagaikan aku nie bodoh sangat..kadang2 aku nk nangis sebab i cant be like other people hadiahkan mataer diorg bunga,jam,cincin mcm2 lagi...aku kdg2 teringin nk memberi tu semue tapi tengokla..aku tk pandai..aku kdg2 cemburu..sebab aku tk sebagus diorg..

namun aku tau Allah faham isi hati aku..
sebab tu aku tanya dan ingin tahu...adakah akhlak,amalan seseorg dan bimbingan atau acessories..mungkin diorng ckp akhlak tapi kalau mereka dapat hadiah sebegitu diorg mesti gembira..

aku betul bodoh...aku cuma dapat memberikan akhlak,amalan,bimbingan aku utk orng yang aku sayang,dan munkin kepada keturunan aku,keluarga aku,supaya mereka tau...kalau boleh aku pon nk hadiahkan mcm gtu jgk..mungkin perasaan semue org yang pernah rasainya

ya Allah..jikalau memang benar apa yang aku dapat tahu..maka ya Allah..berikan yang terbaik selepas itu........

sebab aku lemah

2010-01-05T07:08:00.001-08:00

~HADY MIRZA IS GOING LIVE DURING NYP OPEN HOUSE~

laaaaaaaaaaaaaa

School...

2010-01-01T19:46:00.000-08:00

Orite Mon is gona be awesome...
School
Results

Wednesday gonna be rowdy...
Cardio
Silat....

End Of January...

Singapore Poly Vs Nanyang Poly....

Aduhai.....

Well today is better than yesterday...
Tommorrow Will be Better than today...

Yeah!!!.....

2009-12-29T23:02:00.001-08:00

3 years of leaving Singapore...Missing mummy's cook...

Missing all friends,relatives...

Trying to adapt new life...

Welcome to a new Country.....

The Pics Included The hoste,Masjid Negara at Malaysia,Masjid Shah Alam,New School..Jalan Tampines also...

Surely Missing Singapore...

Me and Lil Bro
New College...

2009-12-25T15:40:00.001-08:00

Goodbye To Singapore

3 Years

Kata Hati......

2009-12-22T07:42:00.001-08:00

Aku tk tau kenape bisikan hati ini kadang2 datang dengan secara semulajadi..
Ketika hati aku sedih,sakit dan bermacam lagi..bisikan hati ini datang dengan memberitahu aku sesuatu....
Pada mulanya,aku tidak tahu kenapa...
Tapi aku tau terdapat satu sifat yang ada dalam hati aku ini...
Bila hati aku dilukai oleh seseorg itu..
Aku tk dapat tahan pedihnya,sakitnya,geramnya dan lain lagi....
Maka dari situ ketika aku terbaring di atas sofa,hati aku memberitahu aku...
Janganlah kau menangis,sesungguhnya kau tidak buat apa2 salah terhadap seseorg itu..
Yang patut menangis adalah seseorg itu...
Akulah HATI kau,dicipta ole ALLAH untuk kau...
Janganlah kau sedih..
Yang patut sedih adalah seseorg itu..
Hati aku bertambah...
Engkau sudah pun memberitahu seseorg itu...
Biarlah,dengan nama Allah,baru dia tau,sedar,menangis kerana kehilangan besar engkau...
Menangis melihat gambar engkau,gambar kau yang disimpan tapi tidak direnungi kerana digoda dengan perasaan mudanya...
Menangis kerana menyesal segalanya...
Menangis kerana merasai luka hati engkau..
Pedih hati engkau...
Baru di situ dia teringat nama kau....
Baru dia teringat,budak inilah yang dahulu bimbing aku...
Dia yang tk pernah sentuh aku...
Dia yang ambil berat tentang aku...
Dia yang carikan aku kelas agama yang aku tidak pergi kerana digoda dengan darah muda...
Dan hatiku berkata...
Ada satu jawapan kenapa dia bercinta...
Kerana Allah ingin uji dia..
Shazrul dengarlah...
Allah uji dia sebab Allah ingin tau sejauh mana kata2 dia untuk kau...
Bila dia sudah sedar..
Bila dia merasai kepahitan hati ini...
Barula dia sedar kata2 dia untuk kau...
Kau sabarlah shaz..
Sesungguhnya Allah berada di tepi engkau..
Biarlah dia berada dimana yang dia berada..
Kerana Kaula yang untung..
Jangan kau sakit hati..
Tidak perlu untuk kau sakit hati...
Sebab cemburu dia lagi besar dari cemburu kau....
Dia berkata yang dia tidak mahu kehilangan org itu...
Satu hari nnt dia akan merasai kehilangan kau yang teramat....
Dengarlah kata aku...
Hati dia akan merasai apa yang kau rasa...
Kerana apa?
Bukan kerana kau marahkan dia..
Tetapi..
Kerana perkara yang lain...
Dari situ...
Baru dia sedar atas segalanya...
Hatiku berkata..
Satu hari nanti,
Dia akan merasai kelukaan hati dimana kau merasai sekarang...
Dari situ..
Allah memberi dia petunjuk...

Petunjuk yang mana ia menunjukkan...
Aku rugi dahulu...
Dan Allah,aku tidak mahu siakan2 peluang yang kau berikan utk aku kepada hambamu yang membimbingku dahulu,sekarang dan masa depan aku bersama2 dengan kau dan dia....

Itulah kata hati...

Percayalah shaz...
Sbarlah..
Sesungguhnya engkau sudah lebih melaksanakan tugas kau utk dia..
Maka,sabarlah...
Allah maha adil...

Jika dia memarahi kau apabila membacanya..

Dan berkata kau belum move on atau mengenakan kau..

Jangan takut..

Allah ade..

Sesungguhnya kau mempunyai haq yang kuat utk memberitahu kata hati kau...

Dan lagi satu..

Sebahagian daripada kata hati kau itu telah terbukti....

Allah...

LAA ILLAHA ILLALLAH,,

2009-12-20T08:02:00.000-08:00

My dear respected brothers and all the believers..
As we all know now is the day where we have to be independent..not outside..but it counts inside too...

iman...

we all know we share and we learn and we recite with this kalimah...LAA ILLAHA ILLALLAH...
how the sahabahs truly believe in this kalimah..13 years of dakwah and they still believe this kalimah...our iman is very important my dear respected brothers..

WHO IS THE ONE WHO CREATED THE FOOD FOR US?
WHO IS THE ONE WHO CREATED THE EARTH?
WHO IS THE ONE CREATES THE 9 PLANETS AND INSYAALLAH TWO MORE PLANETS TO COME??
WHO CREATED US?
WHO GAVE US SOUL?
WHO GAVE US FOOD IN THE WOMB?
WHO GAVE US THE NIKMAT OF EATING?
WHO IS THE ONE CREATING WATER THAT UNDERGOES A PROCESS FOR IT TO ABLE TO BE DRINK BY US??
WHO IS THE ONE CREATES THE MOON?
SUNLIGHT?
STARS?
FROM ADAM A.S TO AHMAD MUHAMMAD S.A.W AND THE LAST BABY TO BE BORN IN THE WORLD BEFORE KIAMAT?
WHO GAVE US THE NIKMAT TO DRINK?
TO SEE?
TO THINK?

ALLAH AZZAWAJALLA....

MANY NIKMATS AND CREATIONS THAT HE HAD CREATED IN THIS WORLD..
FOR US..

but to stay with this kalimah LAA ILLAHA ILLAALLAH...in our heart is very very very hard...juz a tiny space of it..but the rest of our HEART FOR DUNIA NAUUZUBILLAH

ALLAH CREATED US TO PRAY TO HIM..TO SHOW OUR LOYALTY TOWARDS HIM..but look nowadays...even me..our IMAN is too weak..many maksiats have been ruling our DAILY LIVES...even a lady who wears scarf,pray also the iman is weak..what more if me myself??...

now let us think how to prepare for death?

MUHAMMAD S.A.W SAID...WHOEVER TINKS ABOUT DEATH AND PREPARE FOR IT ARE THE ONES INTELLIGENT..THATS IT..NT SAYING U GO POLY U INTELLIGENT.U HAVE LOGIC BUT IMAN IS WEAK FOR WHAT??

LET US TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO REPENT AND TO SAY ALLAHUAKHBAR AND PUT THE YAQIN IN ALLAH..MY DEAR BROTHERS..IF I AM IN FRONT OF U RIGHT NOW..I WILL SHED MY TEARS IN FRONT OF U GUYS FOR WAT HAS HAPPENED IN THIS WORLD..FOR MY SILAT FRENS..INSYAALLAH IF THERES TIME I WILL SHARE WITH U GUYS..THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT..

KULLU NAFSIIN ZAA IKATUL MAUT....

EVERY LIVING THINGS IN THIS WORLD ARE GOING TO FACE DEATH SOONER OR LATER...BEFORE MUHAMMAD S.A.W PASSED AWAY...THE ONLY WORD CAME FROM HIS MOUTH...UMATI,UMATI...UMATKU,UMATKU....

MAY ALLAH FORGIVE US..WE REALLY SHOULD MAKE A MOVE..SEX,WINES,DATES,DUNIA..ALL THIS CAME FROM OUR WEAK IMAN..IF WE TALK THE GREATNESS OF ISLAM...MASYAALLAH..OUR HEART WILL BE DIFFERENT...

MY DEAR BROTHES OF ISLAM...

PRAY TO ALLAH...

AFTER FOUR MONTHS OLD IN THE WOMB..ALLAH SENT OUR SOUL IN OUR MOTHER'S WOMB..AND THERE,OUR HEART BEGAN PUMPING,OUR BLOOD VEINS STARTED FLOWING,OUR BRAIN STARTED TO FUNCTION,OUR MOVEMENTS STARTED TO ARISE...

BUT ALLAH WANTS US TO DO SOMETHING...

SEMBAHYANG...

WAHAI SAHABAT SEKALIAN..JANGAN TERGODA DENGAN KATA SYAITAN,BISIKAN SYAITAN..MAKA ALLAH KUTUK ORANG YANG MENGIKUTI HALUAN SYAITAN...

NAUUZUBILLAH...

Dan aku memberitahu kawanku...walaupun hati aku sakit,pedih...hati aku ini yang bagi aku semangat..dier yang bisik kt aku utk sabar..dier yang memberitahu aku utk igt Allah...dier yang memberitahu aku bahawa aku da memberitahu seseorg..bole kau bayangkan..hati yang sedang pedih and really in pain is the one gave me confidence...dan ia sambung..maka seseorg itu akan sedar dan akan rasa kesal....nnt sesorg itu akan btol2 menangis..menangis atas ape yang terjadi...barula dia dapat bayangkan..betapa sakitnyer hati ia ketika itu...maka hatiku bertambah..sesungguhnya..seseorg itu akan rasa ape yang kau rasai...dan ia bertambah..di saat itula baru dier mula mencari kamu...........kerana kehilangan...........dan dari situ barula dier sedar...rupanya..orng inilah yang aku perlukan selamanye,yang btol2 untuk aku dan dahulu membimbingku,sekarang dan masa depan....

ITULAH KATA HATI...

Messi..

2009-12-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

~ The Lionel Messi Trick~

I Followed This Trick To Pass This Guy..

Easy.Lift Up The Ball.Place It In Front.Sprint.

Happy Bdae Didi...

2009-12-11T21:22:00.001-08:00

Yasin..N Diyana...Sin tkmu tutup mata...
Bdae Gerl...snyum berseri2...

Tebiat per???

without noticing someone took a pic of mine...

Happy bdae didi...dah 18 years old...cheydebah...semue happi ur 18..cn join the club and can enrol for ape license ar...hehehe...

thnx yasin blanja we all...huhu...

Clarke Quay...

2009-12-11T21:10:00.001-08:00

My sis n Bro tk tau senyum....
How Big Can My lens BE????

Behind Masjid Kampong Pasiran...

Dono What To Say

Cool View...

So Ari tu we wnet to clarke quay..go jalan2 larh..and ate at Macs..fuhh cant take it..dala kt skolah ade Mc..JELAK...

went to OG to buy my sis nyer barang...haish..nk g U lar katakn..USULUDIN course...

she got two..one arabic ..but she chose this course..

nxt time insyaAllah my turn..maybe after i graduate or finish all my studies about werld...thn insyaAllah ABOUT AKHIRAT...maybe choosing syria or Jordan...

tgkla....

hehehehehehe

Kick It 09

2009-12-09T03:44:00.000-08:00

I Scored The Only And Winning Goal
He Shoots....He Scores..

This Guy Slided me and i stopped the ball but he slided all the way..satu badan mud sey..

tula jangan main slide2..

they interviewed me..thnx ar team..korg nyer pasl tau..

Thinking what shud i say..

CELEBRATE THE GOAL..OLE OLE OLE...

CONGRATS FRM RAMOS...

2009-12-08T05:22:00.000-08:00

This Is Called Cendawan And Pahlawan..

my google phone is damn good....

New Song...

2009-11-29T04:10:00.000-08:00

Hello..nie lagu bkn maksud im JIWANG..No No...Its My Favourite Since I Was 4 years of age...

Classic

2009-11-24T06:07:00.000-08:00

LAYAR ANDAYU....

2009-11-22T06:52:00.000-08:00

Orite Guys..LAST FRIDAY WAS REALLLLLLLYYYYY HHHAAAPPPEENNNIIINNGGGG....

MCG...LAYAR ANDAYU 2009...fuhh the theatre was damn good sey..seriously..tk tgk rugi..looking forward for next year's BIG EVENT....

TC...

SURAH AL NOOR...

2009-11-19T04:22:00.000-08:00

DEAR RESPECTED BROTHERS AND SISTERS..I JUST HIGHLIGHTED SOME IMPORTANT NOTICES FOR U GUYS..

This is from surah Al Noor..meaning Cahaya..Light..

pls read if u have time..read at ur most and believe..InsyaAllah i believe it too.to the max Allah..InsyaAllah...

Frm ayat 25 to 26...

(25) Wanita-wanita yang keji adalah untuk laki-laki yang keji, dan laki-laki yang keji adalah buat wanita-wanita yang keji [pula], dan wanita-wanita yang baik adalah untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-laki yang baik adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang baik [pula]. Mereka [yang dituduh] itu bersih dari apa yang dituduhkan oleh mereka [yang menuduh itu]. Bagi mereka ampunan dan rezki yang mulia [surga] [3]. (26)

Frm ayat 29 t0 30...

(29) Katakanlah kepada orang laki-laki yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang mereka perbuat". (30)

I did remember i said to a gerl..if u happened to wear tudung..its good..but please cover it to ur 'Buah Dada'...this is y i said so...theres one ayat al quran about tudung..this is it..An Noor..

frm ayat 30 t0 31...

(30) Katakanlah kepada wanita yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan memelihara kemaluannya, dan janganlah mereka menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali yang [biasa] nampak daripadanya. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kudung ke dadanya, dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali kepada suami mereka, atau ayah mereka, atau ayah suami mereka, atau putera-putera mereka, atau putera-putera suami mereka, atau saudara-saudara laki-laki mereka, atau putera-putera saudara laki-laki mereka, atau putera-putera saudara perempuan mereka, atau wanita-wanita Islam, atau budak-budak yang mereka miliki, atau pelayan-pelayan laki-laki yang tidak mempunyai keinginan [terhadap wanita] atau anak-anak yang belum mengerti tentang aurat wanita. Dan janganlah mereka memukulkan kakinya agar diketahui perhiasan yang mereka sembunyikan. Dan bertaubatlah kamu sekalian kepada Allah, hai orang-orang yang beriman supaya kamu beruntung. (31)

frm ayat 31 to 34...

(31) Dan kawinkanlah orang-orang yang sendirian [1] di antara kamu, dan orang-orang yang layak [berkawin] dari hamba-hamba sahayamu yang lelaki dan hamba-hamba sahayamu yang perempuan. Jika mereka miskin Allah akan memampukan mereka dengan karunia-Nya. Dan Allah Maha luas [pemberian-Nya] lagi Maha Mengetahui. (32) Dan orang-orang yang tidak mampu kawin hendaklah menjaga kesucian [diri]nya, sehingga Allah memampukan mereka dengan karunia-Nya. Dan budak-budak yang kamu miliki yang menginginkan perjanjian, hendaklah kamu buat perjanjian dengan mereka [2], jika kamu mengetahui ada kebaikan pada mereka, dan berikanlah kepada mereka sebahagian dari harta Allah yang dikaruniakan-Nya kepadamu [3]. Dan janganlah kamu paksa budak-budak wanitamu untuk melakukan pelacuran, sedang mereka sendiri mengingini kesucian, karena kamu hendak mencari keuntungan duniawi. Dan barangsiapa yang memaksa mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah adalah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang [kepada mereka] sesudah mereka dipaksa [itu] [4]. (33) Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menurunkan kepada kamu ayat-ayat yang memberi penerangan, dan contoh-contoh dari orang-orang yang terdahulu sebelum kamu dan pelajaran bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa. (34) ...

horoscope says this is not compatible with this and that is not compatible with that..but In Allah...

he says...org yang jahat akan bersama ngn yang jahat dan org baik serta beriman akan bersama ngn orang yang beriman...InsyaAllah....

2009-11-18T16:42:00.000-08:00

Jus Change Specs..Like Robocop

Modelling

2009-11-16T05:19:00.000-08:00

Sweets...

2009-11-14T21:36:00.000-08:00

Smell the armpit

1,2,3 yeah.

diyana cried

wekkk!!

Tashy..I warnd u already,but i know ur proud to be my..******

Chey Black larh seyyyy!!!!

Thnx for the pics.

Smiles..Tembam..But da kurus.Hot sey..hahaha
Ur seductive looks....

2009-11-10T21:11:00.000-08:00

i know im just like you..wen u said im becoming like u last tym..it really made me feel scared because i do not want to..and i just do not want to..i just realised hw hurting it is for me...it really hurts...i know u understand by what im saying...tc

regret....

2009-11-02T21:45:00.000-08:00

i was sitting in my living room and i asked myself...how am i supposed to know or see the true meaning of regret????

Based on a book ive read and then i got the answer...a person who regrets is the one who will cry to the person saying that he or she regretted and will try to see what had happened..not by saying i regret...because it dosent seems to be...

well i believed that is the true meaning of regret....maybe...

try to ask ourselves...

bye..

2009-11-01T04:07:00.001-08:00

Hey guys..salam alaik...went to changi...YEAH..it was fun..play soccer mcm nk gamat dunia...lol
fell here,fell there...hahahaha..very funny la..barbecueing...at CARPARK 6 PIT 18..can u imagine how it was...

even bus no 19 pon tk lalu situ..haish..go pancing..nt gerls man,BAPOK..hahaha..nola kidding..dapat ketam STONE..for CHILLI CRAB...hahahahaha...ade sambal tumis,m\barbecue ni ketam tros sumbat dalam sambal..CHILLI CRAB LA..hahahah

LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

play ball juggling...alamak dini nk step chest bola plak...hahahahaha...nonsense...lol..

and then play match la..we were leading but our opponents came back anf led us...haiyo..like tat oso pon nk nk sedih...but we fought back and manage to win..THANKS TO MR MUHAMMAD SHAZRUL HAFIZIE...hahahahah...lol...kidding...just score twice..loobbanngg..hahahaha

abeh wen the time was best...we got to get hm..bcoz nk maghrib..i tot wanna stay until 11 ar but the ting was,schooling la...now i have maths test on the way...and need to revise..see larh...test coming but im enjoying...hahahaha...

nevertheless,i must not forget my prioritiess....that one all later2 la..

now im asking myself...what am i going to do for my future??
how to get it??
how to achieve it???

haish..sometimes i see myself like falling apart frm the closest one...
and i think and i think but actualli i know...even i think...when day comes,it will turn out to be natural...yeah...even i told my frens..and they really noticed it and understands it...but..we must also believe in ourself..

so tc ar...

PS:.....~~~~.......

2009-10-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

some mistakes to correct...its not we would rather commit sins to protect our religion but we would rather SACRIFICE ourselves for ISLAM...which is called SYAHID...and that is wen we can enter JANNATUN FIRDAUS...

an example how we look Bilal r.a sacrifice himself just for the sake of ISLAM and ALLAh until he was tortured...he was totured until Abu Bakr As Siddiq r.a help him...look how his YAQIN In Allah azza wajalla...

Allah never ask we ALL to do sins in HOLY QURAN...wat more to protect ISLAM....

Silat And Islam

2009-10-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah yesterday training mcm nk GAMAT DUNIA...YA ALLAH YA KARIM YA RABBI YA RABBANA YA MUDDATHIR YA ARHAMAROHIMIIN YA...SAMPAI TKDA YA LAGI NK CKP...fuuhhhh....

yesterday silat training was KILLER man...jogged from YIO CHU KANG TO ANG MO KIO PARK.....AFTER REACHING THERE...WE CLIMBED THIS STAIRCASE...PEOPLE CALL IT

...TANGGA PUAKA..

Need to climb that 10 times but the ting was that we did 7 times...my calf is in pain now...every week 2.4..fuuhhh..the last time i took was 11.20...silat time..18 MINS...CAN U BELIEVE IT??...PREMPUAN PON MENANG SEY....

a fren told me..SHAZ,DRINK WATER MAN..U NEED TO DRINK..UR FACE PUCAT GILER..SLMT TK PENGSAN...I TELL U GUYS SESIAPA YANG NAK KURUSKAN BADAN BOLE MASOK JOIN NIE CLUB...BOLE KURUS..I TELL U IT EXCEED UR LIMIT MAN...BUT TRY TO ENDURE...MOTIVATE OURSELVES AND BELIEVE....BCOZ WE ARE....

~NYP~

NIAT YAKIN PERJUANGKAN

and kalau kite nk condemn org pasal org kate Islam tu ke nie ke...mmg kite shud stand up for our agama..but we must not 2 xagerate bcoz people might misunderstood u guys...not blaming but advice..try in more calm tone so people will get terase by themselves...they will tink rupenyer agama dier ajar akhlak,sabar...seriously...

learn from it..appreciate it..

then with this kind of way to say about our religion that is Islam...people will have the eagerness to know more about it...if not dgn cara marah atau geram atau bahasa yang tk patut digunakan...people will tink that Islam ajar dgn cara kurang pengajaran..

may we share it...

Sunnah Rasulullah S.A.W

2009-10-23T04:55:00.000-07:00

Alright Guys..this is what ive read so far...one of the sunnahs of Prophet Muhammad S.A.W...

When a baby is born..Azaan on the right ear of the baby and follow Iqamat on the left year...

When the baby is 7 Days olds...SUNAT KAN DIER!!!!..cute sey...
and also Cukur rambut....shave all for best...Sunnah..and the rambut tu sedekahkan as the price of a real silver...harga kene ikut berat rambut Baby tu..

2009-10-21T18:20:00.000-07:00

School...

2009-10-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hehehehehehehe...Alhamdulillah sch has been great for me...learn new stuffs laa seyy...lucky most of my frens or should i say seniors had already studied what im learning right now....

today finished at 4...better than last semester..1 hour break from 9 a.m till 6 p.m....power ar...now DIFFERENT...YEAH...now no morning till 6..only afternoon till 6..hehe..jazakallahu khairon...

so today learnt analogue and elctrical bla bla bla...yest learn electrical circuit...must not play la..GPA so disappointing liao...

so can save money...coz gym free rather than working out at tamp gym...mahel....and my FARHAN...INSYAALLAH I WILL TRY MY BEST FOR UR PIT...KK....missed hanging out w my frens la...2 weeks break nnt want to keje...renovation also can lar...as long as i gain my xperienced..yeah...

just starting a new sem but yet ive already talked about break....hissh..wake up shaz...

hahahaha...of course im wake up if not how am i supposed to blog???....lol..lame...

if we want to gain something...we have to try...

anything...even if its hard..InsyaAllah...not referring to studies but more or less matters in life...

ouh...mostly everyday i go to sch wif my senior...khuakhuakhua.......same timetable....LOL

2009-10-15T09:26:00.000-07:00

As days passed by...i wondered,do i deserve to be a fren with hamba Allah??

manusia paling kurang ajar dalam dunia nie mmg cant be accepted by all people...
a person who says bad things about hamba Allah donot deserve any friendship...

of what happen in past...its past..
but sometimes i know i dumb..

hamba Allah surely hate me by now..tk guna im alim but i always hurt peoples feelings..hamba Allah feelings..sometimes i wondered..have she felt hw i felt right now???

maybe yes...maybe no...a person u cant get over it...

mmg i accepted what is like to be said as a ******....InsyaAllah i will try to learn...

a person lyk me really deserve to be slapped by hamba Allah...
just give it...i'll appreciate and take it ikhlas..Insya....

but never in my heart upon what hamba Allah did to say that...to slap,to say the worst things...

Hamba Allah tk tau that i lied to a person thats close to me..in ramadhan,i was scolded because backing up about hamba Allah...lied saying hamba Allah new guy is my nyp silat mate just to talked with him and Hamba Allah...if the person that i love knows...i will be dead,and she wont trust me..im sorry mother...

I deserve all this...

i know till now..upset...upset of all...but i have one that i can rely..Allah..effort..leave it to him...

im just a piece of fren...just a piece...

now i know who i am.....

A piece.

Friends....

2009-10-14T23:24:00.000-07:00

Hey guys....

its true a true friendship is hard to start...hard to gain...

but i know..if its hard...InsyaAllah its going to work well...sometimes it takes time to build in that kind of friendship..but InsyaAllah..It will last..InsyaAllah...i know my mistakes..what ive done...i often heard my fren told me...Want Or Dont Want....and when i reached home...i said to myself.. I WANT...and InsyaAllah there will be no but...if want,NO BUT SHAZ,NO BUT...and i know..my ways are very cruel,very disrespectful..i admit that.

Hamba Allah was right...paling kurang ajar dlm dunia,mulut paling bisa..she was right.

NYP Silat Raya Outing....

2009-10-13T03:11:00.001-07:00

kawan2 jom amek gambar..YEAH...

so many wyts....

posing aik..

fuhh...supermodel..

sweet one guys...

MARIAHHHHHHHH!!!...atleast pakai samping or songkok.

so i tot of wearing samping...

mariah,me,and saiidah

huhuhu..

ida lagikkk...

at carpark pon sempat bergambaring...

Aiman spoiler seyyy

tampines and ang mo mio...

Hazmi's Birthday

2009-10-13T03:02:00.001-07:00

Yeah kene jgk..i hit her..wohoooo
nice keper???

showing seriousness and the smile..

nice one hazmi...hit it rite to my LOBANG HIDUNG

HAHAHAHA

alah nk malu2 meow2...

amek nie,18 tahon kau hidup....

2009-10-12T03:19:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys....

I do not know how to say but the thing is...its going to start a new semester next week...

everything is changing....everything...

so many people regard themselves useless..well i am too...degrades myself is better than i degrades someone else..

because i was foolish enough...soooo foolish...now life is good for me...of kos..happiness and sorrowness...thinking positive is the best...and i must show it...

i do not want to say then not showing it...so i guess i must try...try wat???

try to better....maybe one day best...

the pain is still here...and i feel like taking something and stab my heart to let this pain go....

Allah is fair...

istiqamah....i must....

wat will i get if i jus let tears rolling down...

i have to be strong....

i must...

when ur in a difficult situation....trust Allah....

InsyaAllah....

2009-10-11T21:16:00.000-07:00

Sorry for??

Sorry for being a bullshit...

Aku nie btol nyer bongok..

bengang..

bodoh...

sial...

everything......................

2009-10-11T07:12:00.001-07:00

Alhamdulillah....

yest went jln raye so as for todae.....

hehehehe....pics not uploaded yet...bsok2 jele...

later....continue again...

Classicoooo.......................

2009-10-05T23:36:00.001-07:00

This was when my hair was long....now short.Haircut.

Forgiveness...

2009-10-05T21:26:00.000-07:00

There is none in this world whos purely innocent...people always do mistakes...and everyone craves Allah's pardon...

Forgiveness..it should be borne in mind,means here that no revenge is to be sought in this world or in the hereafter....

Abu Darda relates that our exalted and blesses Prophet Muhammad s.a.w said that....

If a person is given physical pain and he forgives it...Allah the highest elevates his rank and pardon his sins....

InsyaAllah...may we learn and share it with others...

Idol....

2009-10-05T21:24:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys..

Ya I Know Ive not been posting any article...well ya,maybe im busy or no article to post...

ok guys heres a quick one...

Y Metro attracted customers more than BHG???

suggestions anyone???

Metro....Mari Encik Tak Rugi Oi....BHG..Bau Hapak Giler....

tats it....yeah..

Days...

2009-09-27T22:22:00.001-07:00

Why???

2009-09-25T03:23:00.000-07:00

Salam alaik...

what wrong have i done??...

tkkn sampai nk post at the blog??

i always to the person we might never know because esok lusa kiteorg mmg tk tau...tk semestinye must be al ways together...

can be enemies,can be lovers,can be friends,can dier the next day...
y must u post and nk sakitkan hati orang??

im facin all these and im facing it ikhlas seikhlas nyer...
although it hurts but still i facing..

nk ke tknk but still im facing...

i really dont want to mengharap..seriously,even if it comes,i will let him know...he knows..

and i really mean it..
whats the point guiding a person but in the end asek nk kecewakan hati...
i dont a person to come to me because im alim,know alot about islam...

i only want a person to come because ALLAH CHOSES THE PERSON TO COME..
i donot want to becuase itu namanyer tk ikhlas,mengharap...

im sorry if im rude..thats the fact...
realise the words....

seriously...

2009-09-22T20:25:00.001-07:00

What Is Wrong With Me...????

Names...

2009-09-18T20:45:00.000-07:00

Names are very important in life...

1430 years prophet Muhammad s.a.w has left dunia...And STILL..masyaAllah,Islam is still standing strong..May u give us STRENGTH ALLAH...

Names Of Rasul....

Adam

Idris

Salih

Ibrahim

Ismail

Ishaq

Ya'qub

Yusuf

Ayyub

Zulkifli

Syu'aib

Yunus

Musa

Harun

Ilyas

Ilyasa

Daud

Sulaiman

Zakaria

Yahya

Muhammad....

Rasul 'Ulul-Azmi'

Prophet Nuh

Prophet Ibrahim

Prophet Musa

Prophet Isa

Prophet Muhammad...

Allah has named Muhammad s.a.w in Quran various names...

Basyir

Nazir

Siraj Munir

Rauf

Rahim

Rahmatan lil alamin

Muhammad

Ahmad

Taha

Yasin

Al-Muzzammil

Al-Muddaththir

Abdullah

Al-Nazirul Mubin

Muzakkir...

Names Of Muhammad s.a.w..

Muhammad

Ahmad

Al-Mahi

Al-Hasyir

Al-'Aqib

Al-Muqaffa

Nabiyuttaubah

Nabiyuttrahmah

Nabiyulmalhamah

Wives Of Muhammad...

Khadijah Binti Khuwailid

Saudah Binti Zam'ah

'Aisyah Binti Abu Bakar

Hafsah Binti Umar

Ummu Habibah Ramlah bt Abu Sufyan

Ummu Salamah Hindun bt Umayyah

Zainab Binti Jahsy

Juwairiyah Binti Al-Harith

Maimunah binti Al-Harith

Safiyah Binti Haiy Ibni Akhtab

Zainab Binti Khuzaimah

Fatimah Binti Al-Dhahkak

Usaf Ukhtu Dihyah Al-Kalbi

Khaulah Binti Huzail

Asmaa'Binti Ka'ab Al-Jauniyah

Umaimah

'Aliah Binti Zhibyan

Bintu Al-Salt

Names Of Muhammad's Childrens..

Al-Qasim
'Abdullah
Zainab
Ruqayyah
Ummu Kulthum
Fatimah
Ibrahim

Ten Sahabahs Allah Promised Jannah..

Abu Bakar As-Siddiq
Umar Ibni Al-Khattab
Uthman Ibni 'Affan
'Ali Bin Abu Talib
Sa'ad Bin Abu Waqqas
Al-Zubair Bin Al Awwam
Sa'id Bin Zaid
Abdul Rahman Bin 'Auf
Talhah Bin Ubaidillah
Abu 'Ubaidah 'Amir Bin Al-Jarrah..

One Hamba Allah told me DALILAH IS SUNFLOWER...WHICH IS NOT...DALILAH IS PETUNJUK,BUKTI...

AS FOR MY NAME..HAFIZIE IS PENGHAFAL...

Hadiths Shahih...

2009-09-18T08:31:00.000-07:00

So Alhamdulillah..

Orite guys...

now im sharing with u all some factors from hadiths shahih...

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a. katanya ....bersabda Rasulullah s.a.w...

Apabila di antara kamu bangun dari tidur...hendaklah ia memasukkan air dalam hidungnya sebanyak tiga kali kerana syaitan tidur dalam lobang hidungnya...

Dari Umar Al Khattab r.a. katanya...ada seorang lelaki berwudhu...di kakinya ketinggalan tempat tak terbasuk seluas kuku...hal itu dilihat Rasulullah s.a.w. lalu beliau bersabda..ULANGILAH WUDHU'MU DEGAN SEMPURNA....setelah diulanginya..barulah ia bersembahyang...

Dari Ibnu Umar r.a. katanya...Rasulullah s.a.w mempunyai dua orang tukang azan...Bilal dan Ummi Maktun yang buta...

Now let me say out the five rewards if we solat khusysuk and khuduk...

Rezeki Ditambahkan
Lepas Dari AZAB Kubur
Mendapat Buku Catatan Di Tangan Kanan
Lepas Titian Sirat Sepantas Kilat
Masik Syurga Tanpa Hisab...

How To Get These Rewards??

SEMBAHYANG DIMANA AZAN DILAUNGKAN..

2009-09-17T04:50:00.000-07:00

This was what i read yesterday..soo many but i think this is a good one..its in malay..

Di antara jalan-jalan yang diharamkan Islam ialah: Bersendirian dengan seorang perempuan lain. Yang dimaksud perempuan lain, yaitu: bukan isteri, bukan salah satu kerabat yang haram dikawin untuk selama-lamanya, seperti ibu, saudara, bibi dan sebagainya yang insya Allah nanti akan kami bicarakan selanjutnya.
Ini bukan berarti menghilangkan kepercayaan kedua belah pihak atau salah satunya, tetapi demi menjaga kedua insan tersebut dari perasaan-perasaan yang tidak baik yang biasa bergelora dalam hati ketika bertemunya dua jenis itu, tanpa ada orang ketiganya.
Dalam hal ini Rasulullah bersabda sebagai berikut:
"Barangsiapa beriman kepada Allah dan hari akhir, maka jangan sekali-kali dia bersendirian dengan seorang perempuan yang tidak bersama mahramnya, karena yang ketiganya ialah syaitan." (Riwayat Ahmad)
"Jangan sekali-kali salah seorang di antara kamu menyendiri dengan seorang perempuan, kecuali bersama mahramnya."
Imam Qurthubi dalam menafsirkan firman Allah yang berkenaan dengan isteri-isteri Nabi, yaitu yang tersebut dalam surah al-Ahzab ayat 53, yang artinya: "Apabila kamu minta sesuatu (makanan) kepada mereka (isteri-isteri Nabi), maka mintalah dari balik tabir. Karena yang demikian itu lebih dapat membersihkan hati-hati kamu dan hati-hati mereka itu," mengatakan: maksudnya perasaan-perasaan yang timbul dari orang laki-laki terhadap orang perempuan, dan perasaan-perasaan perempuan terhadap laki-laki. Yakni cara seperti itu lebih ampuh untuk meniadakan perasaan-perasaan bimbang dan lebih dapat menjauhkan dari tuduhan yang bukan-bukan dan lebih positif untuk melindungi keluarga.
Ini berarti, bahwa manusia tidak boleh percaya pada diri sendiri dalam hubungannya dengan masalah bersendirian dengan seorang perempuan yang tidak halal baginya. Oleh karena itu menjauhi hal tersebut akan lebih baik dan lebih dapat melindungi serta lebih sempurna penjagaannya.
Secara khusus, Rasulullah memperingatkan juga seorang laki-laki yang bersendirian dengan ipar. Sebab sering terjadi, karena dianggap sudah terbiasa dan memperingan hal tersebut di kalangan keluarga, maka kadang-kadang membawa akibat yang tidak baik. Karena bersendirian dengan keluarga itu bahayanya lebih hebat daripada dengan orang lain, dan fitnah pun lebih kuat. Sebab memungkinkan dia dapat masuk tempat perempuan tersebut tanpa ada yang menegur. Berbeda sekali dengan orang lain.
Yang sama dengan ini ialah keluarga perempuan yang bukan mahramnya seperti kemanakannya baik dari pihak ayah atau ibu. Dia tidak boleh berkhalwat dengan mereka ini. Rasulullah s.a.w. pernah bersabda sebagai berikut:
"Hindarilah keluar-masuk rumah seorang perempuan. Kemudian ada seorang laki-laki dari sahabat Anshar bertanya: Ya Rasulullah! Bagaimana pendapatmu tentang ipar? Maka jawab Nabi: Bersendirian dengan ipar itu sama dengan menjumpai mati." (Riwayat Bukhari)
Yang dimaksud ipar, yaitu keluarga isteri/keluarga suami. Yakni, bahwa berkhalwat (bersendirian) dengan ipar membawa bahaya dan kehancuran, yaitu hancurnya agama, karena terjadinya perbuatan maksiat; dan hancurnya seorang perempuan dengan dicerai oleh suaminya apabila sampai terjadi cemburu, serta membawa kehancuran hubungan sosial apabila salah satu keluarganya itu ada yang berburuk sangka kepadanya.
Bahayanya ini bukan hanya sekedar kepada instink manusia dan perasaan-perasaan yang ditimbulkan saja, tetapi akan mengancam eksistensi rumahtangga dan kehidupan suami-isteri serta rahasia kedua belah pihak yang dibawa-bawa oleh lidah-lidah usil atau keinginan-keinginan untuk merusak rumahtangga orang.
Justru itu pula, Ibnul Atsir dalam menafsirkan perkataan ipar adalah sama dengan mati itu mengatakan sebagai berikut: Perkataan tersebut biasa dikatakan oleh orang-orang Arab seperti mengatakan singa itu sama dengan mati, raja itu sama dengan api, yakni bertemu dengan singa dan raja sama dengan bertemu mati dan api.
Jadi berkhalwat dengan ipar lebih hebat bahayanya daripada berkhalwat dengan orang lain. Sebab kemungkinan dia dapat berbuat baik yang banyak kepada si ipar tersebut dan akhirnya memberatkan kepada suami yang di luar kemampuan suami, pergaulan yang tidak baik atau lainnya, Sebab seorang suami tidak merasa kikuk untuk melihat dalamnya ipar dengan keluar-masuk rumah ipar tersebut.

Sins

2009-09-16T09:14:00.001-07:00

when i know i did sth that will get sins...i will cry or i will feel uneasy...
but as for me..
i did two rakaat prayers...

because...i dont get use to this all...

Peace Islam....

2009-09-16T00:12:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah guys...yesterday i did not post any article about Islam...Sorry guys..

So todae im sharing u guys about what ive learnt so far...
ok now we know islam is important inside us because some people said that they are muslims,Islams but that is all typed on the IC...but the heart..wallahualam bissawab...

that is why we heard dont just be a muslim,be a good muslim...

So InsyaAllah..lets start...

Ive read some article but not finished yet...need to finish it..it is about wanita muslimah who cant marry other guys...

Perempuan muslimah tidak boleh kawin dengan laki-laki lain, baik dia itu ahli kitab ataupun lainnya dalam situasi dan keadaan apapun. Seperti firman Allah:
"Jangan kamu kawinkan anak-anak perempuanmu dengan laki-laki musyrik sehingga mereka itu masuk Islam." (al-Baqarah: 221)
Dan firman Allah tentang perempuan-perempuan mu'minah yang turut hijrah ke Madinah:
"Kalau sudah yakin mereka itu perempuan-perempuan mu'minah, maka janganlah dikembalikan kepada orang-orany kafir, sebab mereka itu tidak halal bayi kafir dan orang kafir pun tidak halal buat mereka (muslimah)." (al-Mumtahinah: 10)
Dalam ayat ini tidak ada pengecualian untuk ahli kitab. Oleh karena itu hukumnya berlaku secara umum.
Yang boleh, ialah laki-laki muslim kawin dengan perempuan Yahudi atau Nasrani. Bukan sebaliknya, sebab laki-laki adalah kepala rumahtangga dan mengurus serta yang bertanggung jawab terhadap perempuan. Sedang Islam tetap memberikan kebebasan kepada perempuan ahli kitab untuk tetap berpegang pada agamanya sekalipun berada di bawah kekuasaan laki-laki muslim di mana suami muslim itu harus melmdungi hak-hak dan kehormatan isterinya menurut syariatnya (Islam). Tetapi agama lain, misalnya Yahudi dan Nasrani, tidak memberikan kebebasan terhadap isterinya yang berlainan agama dan tidak memberikan perlindungan terhadap hak-hak isterinya yang berbeda agama itu.

That is why lelaki penting dalam mendirikan rumahtangga because they are the man of the house..because suami iman kepada isteri...

it starts with the guys...

That is why ive thought about what i have to do to have a good family..to be fair..i need to be fair...

Ive told one of hamba Allah and i believe Hamba Allah maybe think im too far and too much..maybe ya...

Because maybe i should guide someone whom i have to..but i need strength...pls Ya Allah...

MSN....

2009-09-15T01:12:00.001-07:00

sorry for the picture..have fun outing..tc...bye
sorry for saying to angkat hamba Allah.........
bye..

Islam......

2009-09-14T01:31:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..or salam alaik...
So InsyaAllah todae i will be talking about islam also...im copycating..ade ke copycating??

copyanjing jela....

so,alhamdulillah...kite da nk dekat abez ramadhan...ouh Allah,if i die this year,pls let me kiss ur jannatun firdaus even if my place is not in your janna...please save all human kinds in this werld Allah,plesase Allah...we're daif...lemah ya Allah....

Siapakah Itu ALLAH?????
SIAPA ALLAH?????
SIAPA ALLAHU??????

maka jawapannya....Allah itu KHALIK........
APAKAH ITU KHALIK...
MAKA KHALIK ITU ADALAH MAHA PENCIPTA...

So from here we know Allah is the greatest and no god except Allah...
laaaillaaahaaillaallah...

apakah maksud kalimah laaillaaahaaillaallah.....

maksud kalimah itu adalah..mengeluarkan segala kebesaran dunia di dalam hati kite...dan MEMASUKKAN KEBESARAN ALLAH DALAM HATI KITA...

Of course we know Allah is the greatest...we also know Allah,Allah,Allah...but do we really know the meaning of the kalimah that was brought from NUR MUHAMMAD S.A.W?????

The Kalimah that we weight with i donot know how many bulan dan bintang but...this KALIMAH ALLAH IS THE HEAVIEST....

Nabi dakwah,sampaikan kalimah laaillaahaillaallah....

Nabi has four sifats...i only remember two of the sifats...Tabligh and Fatanah....

Nabi was given order by Allah to dakwah dan sampaikan(Tabligh) this kalimah to the people so that they know Allah...

untuk ORANG-ORANG yang berdusta kepadanyer dan khianati nyer...dosa mereka besar sekali..Too big...

I Asked my dad..Does Allah knows our future?????

My dad ans...Allah is the creator of the sky dan earth...Allah mengetahui segalanyer walaupon bende yang ghaib....

Allah created jin and humans because Allah nk kite memperhambakan diri kite kepadanyer...

Allazii Khalako fasawwa...
(yang menciptakan dan menyempurnakan [penciptaan-Nya],)...
Wallazi kadar ra fahadaa...
(dan yang menentukan kadar [masing-masing] dan memberi petunjuk,)
Wallazi Akhrajal mar a''
(dan yang menumbuhkan rumput-rumputan,)

Sesungguhnya beruntunglah orang yang membersihkan diri [dengan beriman], dan dia ingat nama Tuhannya, lalu dia sembahyang...

Surah Al Ala....

Allah give us so many benefits in this life...because,Umat Muhammad ni LEMAH....
That is why LAILATUL QADAR IS BETTER THAN SERIBU BULAN...83 TAHUN....
MANE KITE BOLE HIDUP SAMPAI 83 TAHUN...??
mostly 60 to 70..maybe more alhamdulillah...

During our days in MASHYAR...we will get surprised..how come we ibadah for more than what we expected??

THIS IS BECAUSE OF ALLAHS MERCY AND KINDNESS AS WELL AS BENEFITS..

Allah has said when ur in your mothers womb,i have known ur rezeki looks like...im the one created u...ask me if u need rezeki BECAUSE ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH...

AKULAH ALLAH,SEMBAHLAH DAKU,SUJUD PADA ALLAH,RUKU' PADA ALLAH...
Allah.....

Three things we do not know in this werld..rezeki,maut,jodoh...

when Muhammad S.A.W was born...abu jahal,was very happy, because he has a nephew..Abu Jahal Said.....LET US NAME HIM NUR MUHAMMAD...a name that was never named before...but when Muhammad was given the task to hijrah,sampaikan agama(Tabligh),Mujahaddah,Dakwah..Abu Jahal Was VERY VERY ANGRY AND HE DISLIKE IT...

Lastime Muhammad S.A.W went out from his house looking clean,but when he came back after dakwah,baju kotor,kene lempar taik,kene maki...but the thing is...Muhammad was PATIENT...

Nabi dakwah bukan duduk dalam masjid..cakap mcm sape nk tau islam duduk sini ngn aku...
Nabi dakwah going from house to house ketuk rumah orang dan dakwah...sometimes ade jemaah masjid pon ketuk my rumah...then i remembered,ouh lastime Muhammad did this to spread Islam...

And Alhamdulillah,Allah chose me to this job..IF ALLAH CHOSE,MEANS ALLAH KNOWS THE BEST AND HE KNOWS THE PERSON HE CHOSES CAN DO THIS JOB TO SPREAD MY NAME TO MY HAMBA...BUT ACTUALLY,KITEORANG TK BERHAK...WE REALLY DONT DESERVE BECAUSE LOOK AT US...

Im weak,all the people are weak..HIDAYAH ALLAH...

InsyaAllah i share with u guys this...

Dari Hadiths Shahih....

Dari Umar Ibn Khattab r.a katanya..Tatkala kami duduk-duduk di sisi Rasulullah s.a.w...tiba-tiba datang seorang laki-laki yang berpakaian serba putih,rambut hitam tak kelihatan padanya bekas-bekas perjalanan jauh dan tak seorang dari kami pun mengenalnya..orang itu terus duduk di hadapan Rasulullah s.a.w. seraya mendampingkan lututnya ke lutu Rasullah s.a.w dan meletakkan kedua telapak tangan..Hai Muhammad,terangkan kepada saya tentang Islam...

Jawab Rasulullah s.a.w..Islam itu ialah mengucapkan dua kalimah syahadat mendirikan sembahyang,mengeluarkan zakat,berpuasa bulan ramadhan dan mengerjakan haji jika kuasa..
Jawab Orang itu ....Benar katamu...Orang itu bertanya pula kepad Rasullah s.a.w tentang keimanan...

Rasulullah s.a.w menjawab..Iman itu ialah percaya kepada ALLAH, malaiktaNya,kitab-kitabnya Rasul-Rasulny, hari kiamat dn ketentuan baik atau buruk itu adalah keputusan dari ALLAH..Orang itu berkata benar katamu...

Dia bertanya kepad Rasulullah tentang Ihsan(Ikhlas)....Rasulullah jawab...ia adalah menyambah ALLAH dengan sepenuh hati seolah-olah tuan melihatnya walaupoun tuan tidak melihatnyer tetapi dia melihat tuan..Lalu tuan itu bertanya kepada Rasulullah s.a.w tentang hari kiamat..
Rasulullah menjawab..tidaklah yang ditanya lebih tahu dari penanya sendiri...Akirnya dia bertanya tentang tanda-tanda hari Kiamat..Rasulullah s.a.w jawab..Tandanya adalah apabila tuan melihat sahaya perempuan menjadi budak dari anak kandungnya sendiri dan melihat perlombaan membina rumah oleh kaum melarat....

Kata Umar r.a....kemudian pergilah orang itu dan setelah bebrapa lama kemudian Rasulullah s.a.w berkata kepadaku...Tahukah anda akan penanya itu?...Jawabku..Allah dan RasulNyalah yang maklum...Kata Rasulullah s.a.w...Bahwa penanya itu ialah jibril...ia datang mengajarkan kepada kamu tentang agamamu...

MasyaAllah look how beautiful it was...malaikat Jibril is the one...

Hamba Allah told me because i chose to...y did the Hamba Allah said that????

Iasked Allah y i guided the Hamba Allah..maybe the hamba Allah could ask Allah why i guided hamba Allah and y Hamba Allah said i chose to..

guidance....

2009-09-12T21:10:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum guys...

Yesterday i spoke to one hamba Allah and i know it may sounds very rude towards her..but she told it wasn't...however i do not know why but the thing was i liked it...but i must control...yesterday the Hamba Allah told me that she was scared to lose me bcoz she told me i was the one who guided her...but the thing is..it is a good sign she has changed and im really proud of her...i do not know why but the thing is i have feelings she will change to become a better person..

And i told her..if i have the chance...i do want to guide her till my last breath..seriously...
although im funny and make silly jokes,but as for this case,its true...but rite nw i do not know because..because....ntahla...

and i spoke to her about one movie syurga cinta..because i know that movie has got something to with me and the Hamba Allah...i just wonder...how would my life be in few years to come???

Now my heart telling me..something that addressing me telling me that i just have to be patient for a short while...because...i know that......

its just a feeling but i have already told Allah and i said to him leaving it to him is the best....

i just want to ask this Hamba Allah....why im the one who guided her?????

Solat Teraweeh...

2009-09-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

InsyaAllah...now im sharing u guys about hadiths shahih...hadiths shahih ini sebenarnyer hadiths yang kuat..bkn nk dikatakn hadiths yang saya share just now is not strong..tidak..cume ini lebih kuat...

InsyaAllah now im sharing u guys about taraweeh...

Dari Abu Hurairrah r.a. katanya..Bersabda Rasullah s.a.w...Siapa yang sembahyang teraweeh pada malam bulan ramadhan kerana percaya dan kesadaran,niscaya Allah akan ampunkan dosanyer yang lalu...

Dari Aisyah r.a katanya..Bahwasanya Rasullah s.a.w pada satu malam di bulan Ramadhan sembahyang dalam masjid,lalu diikuti oleh orang banyak.Kemudian sembahyang pula beliau pada malam yang kedua lalu makin bertambah banyak orang yang mengikutinya..kemudian setelah berkumpul orang banyak pada malam yang ketiga atau keempat,maka dengan sengaja Rasulullah s.a.w tidak keluar..keesokan harinya beliau bersabda,katanya...telah ku perhatikan perbuatan kamu malam tadi dan tidak ade halanganku untuk mengimami anda..kecuali karena takut kalau-kalau sembahyang taraweeh itu diwajibkan Allah atas anda...

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda..Tidakla beriman orang yang berzina itu ketika melakukan perzinaan,pencuri ketika pencuriannya,yang minum arak ketika meminumnya sedangkan pintu taubat baginya masih terbuka juga sesudah itu...

Dari Anas bin Malik r.a...Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda..dosa-dosa yang besar dan berat..menyekutukan Allah,Durhaka pada ibu bapa,membunuh orang dan berdusta...

InsyaAllah ape yang kita pelajari dapat kita amalkan dan sampaikan..

Giving Loan To The needy...

2009-09-12T06:58:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum guys...so Alhamdulillah,i have shared with u guys about dhikir...InsyaAllah todae im going to share about loan to the needy...

Giving loan to a needy man is an act of great merit..Abdullah ibn Masud has quoted the Prophetic words Every loan is SADAQAH...

riwayat baihaqi dan tabrani...

Some ahadith tell us that the merit of giving loans needy man is more than that of SADAQAH..

riwayat tabrani dan baihaqi...

So guys InsyaAllah may we learn and share it with others..

Dhikir Of Allah....

2009-09-12T01:56:00.000-07:00

So Alhamdulillah guys....yesterday i had shared with u guys about treatment towards parents...so todae InsyaAllah i will be sharing about Dhikir Of Allah...

Dhikir i.e mental or verbal remembrance of Allah..is so consoling and easy form of worship and can continue perform it continuously at all times..with great benefits...

Dhikir strengthens the bonds between Allah and his bondsmen..

Someone asked our eternally blessed Prophet Muhammad..Which worship is highest,in the eyes of Allah and which shall be reckoned weightiest on the day of Judgement....the prophet replied..DHIKIR OF ALLAH...

Abu Musa Ash'ari has been quoted as follows..the eternally blessed Prophet said..A house wherein Allah is remembered and a house wherein He is not remembered are like living and dead bodies....

riwayat bukhari dan muslim...

Hadith tell us that two phrases most pleasing to Al-Rahman are light on the tongue but view weighty on the day of Judgement...

Subhanaallahi wabihamdihi,subhanaallah hil aaziim...

riwayat bukhari dan muslim...

Hadith tell us the words are among the treasures of paradise is...

Laahaulawalaa kuwata illahbillah....

Riwayat Mishkat...

Ada Satu hamba Allah bertanya kepada saya..apakah itu Khilafiyah...

ia adalah pendapatan yang berbeza....

InsyaAllah what we read and learn,may we share it with the others....InsyaAllah....

Good Treatment Of Parents..

2009-09-10T23:29:00.000-07:00

So Alhamdulillah todae is the 21 ramadan...InsyaAllah..

Now let me share with you guys about treatment to our parents..

Good treatment of parents has been very much emphasized in Quran..as well as ahadith...

Verses of Quran...

And Serve Allah.Ascribe nothing as partner unto him.Show Kindness unto parents....

Abdullah ibn Mas'ud ..Once I asked holy Messenger of Allah S.A.W....What action pleased Allah the most.He replied ...To pray at the right time..I asked..What is the next action..he said..Good treatment of one's parents..I asked...What is the next action..He said jihad in the way of Allah....

riwayat bukhari dan muslim....

Abdullah ibn Omar relates..Once a person came to Messenger of Allah and expressed his desire to participate in jihad in order to pleased Allah..The holy Prophet asked him..Are your parents alive...The man said Yes...Both are alive...The Prophet said go seve thrm well...Another version say that the holy Prophet said..Serve them and then perform jihad.....

riwayat bukhari dan muslim....

so insyaAllah guys..this is all for today..InsyaAllah there will be more for the following day...

What we learnt todae,may we share it and take it for goodness...InsyaAllah...

Teaching Religion...

2009-09-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

Teaching religion is far more meritorious an act than learning religion,provided one does not show off but teaches to benefit others...

Abu Ummah has quoted the following words of our Prophet s.a.w...

Allah the most high and his angels and alla creatures of the heavens and earth even the ants inside their ant-holes shower mercy on those who teach things of benefit to other

Hadits riwayat Tirmidzi...

Sahl bin Sa'd relates once our Prophet upan whom be peace,addressed Ali r.a as follows...

If Allah gives guidance to even one person through you it is far better for you than red camels..

Hadits riwayat bukhari dan muslim...

Red camels were highly prized among the arabs..thus this hadits means that if your teaching benefit someone it is better than all wealth in the world...

MASYALLAH...

may we learn and share with others..InsyaAllah...

2009-09-02T08:50:00.001-07:00

Actually...I Also Do Not Know..
Thanks..

2009-08-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

the following article that i posted was not because of what u did in past..but for us to learn..a friend told me about love,patience and fairness..but the thing is im not obsessed...i tried..im sorry if ur being nice to me...then im sori..because i have behaved badly..the reason why i posted that not meant for u alone but for the readers,myself and friends..if i have offended you...im sorry...i now we're given choices to make in life..but right we donot know..we know nothing..we just hope that he gave us the best..yes i admit..if im obsessed..im crazy...im crazy...but then again..please,i have no bad intetntion but what i did was to give people a very long thought to think about life...and learn...i admit,i was wrong..i was a jerk in ur eyes..but then im no more..

im sorry..its up to u to believe..

Adding On...

2009-08-29T02:23:00.000-07:00

Pls Read the previous post before u guys read this...!!!!!!!!

And Think again...JAGNA DEKATKAN DIRI KITE DENGAN DOSA...WALAUPON DENGAN SIKIT..MMG BERAT NK LEPAS DARI DOSA...DARI DUNIA..DARI MAKSIAT...THAT IS WHY I WROTE THIS THAT IF IS U READ IT....

MUHAMMAD S.A.W TOLD UMAR R.A.....A WAR THAT IS GRETAER THAN BADAR...WAR AGINST OUR NAFS...PERANG ATAS NAFSU....NAFSU KITE...YA ALLAH....TOLONGLAH YA ALLAH....AKU DOA PADA KAU DI BULAN MULIA..PLEASE ALLAH..PLEASE ALLAH...OPEN OUR HEART...AND LET US THINK...FOLLOW OUR HEART THAT... we can make the right choice...we are a choice in life to choose..make sure its best...insyaAllah....

DEKATKAN LA DIRI DENGAN ALLAH DAN JAUHKAN DARI DOSA....
BERCINTA SEKARANG TK GUNA....
BERCINTA NNT...BERCINTA BILE SAMPAI MASANYA...BARU KITE TAU...

WE are young...UTAMAKN IBU,AYAH,FAMILY,FRENS...THAN LOVE..

AND...NOW THE BEST THING IS...THINK AND ASK OURSELVES....WE ARE YOUNG..WE DOSENT KNOW LIFE...MENTAH.MENTAH,MENTAH......STUDY FERST..AND DEKATKAN DENGAN ALLAH...ALLAH MAHA BESAR AND AKAN TOLONG KITE...ALLAH SEGALANYER UNTUK KITE.......

Subuh....

2009-08-29T01:47:00.000-07:00

This morning i went for subuh prayers...
and i heard hadith..hadith about fadhilat ramadhan and fadhilat sedekah...
a story of one hamba Allah..he has made o alot of sins in his life...
One day he came across Muhammad S.A.W...and he says...O Muhammad..I have made alot of sins..and i do not know if Allah will forgive all my sins..

And Muhammad said...Does ur mum still alive??
He says..No...
Muhammad Ans...ur aunt??
He says yes...
Go and pay attention at ur most towards ur aunt...then Allah will forgive u...
Utamakan Ibu,Ibu,Ibu,Ibu...Then Ayah..Aunty,Uncle..

Just Now my mum gave me an advice about life...
if i dont follow what she asked me to do...i will be a disgraceful son..
and i know i will not have happiness in life...
but then i must think..
what is best for me..

because right now i know..to have someone in life dosent mean its going to last..
because we are young...
dont get ourself involve with sins...
dont let anyone touch us..
except...anyone that has blood ties with us..mum,dad,unty,uncle,niece,nephews...
yes my mum scolded me..and im being grateful..because i must not keep any secret...
just think if we have girlfriend or boyfriend...tell ourselves..we are young..we do not know what LOVE is..A True Love Awaits us..not we searching for it...A true love comes by itself...now..we must not hope..we make dua..DUA WHAT IS BEST FROM US.DUA THAT ALLAH WILL SAVE US FROM DOING SINS...if someone touch us..we ask ourself...I have self respect..i must not let any guys or girls touch me...im nt cheap..im full of dignity...

i must not let anyone touch me even holding hands...
if we noe what is wrong in our religion that is for example...we made mistakes..we repent..just say this to ourselves...i do not want to be like before..i made huge sins..i do not want to repeat it again...just a slightest touch of a guy and gerl..its a sin..i must not let that happen....because we will get dirty..and people sees us will think that we are dirty...if we learn what is halal and what is haram..but we dont apply..kita tk amalkan..TK GUNA KITE BELAJAR....TIDAK GUNA UNTUK KITE....true love wait for us...now we can have fun..fun but we know our batas..BATASAN KITE SEBAGAI MANUSIA..KITE LEMAH..KITE BUAT DOSA...kite mesti insaf...menyesal ape kite buat...PENYESALAN BUKAN UNTUK YANG TIDAK BAIK BUT IS IS A VERY GOOD SIGN...BACALAH SURAH AT TAHRIM..kite akn fahm..we must think for ourself...we think...i made a very very very very very very huge dosa yanf sangat besar ya allah...AMPUNKAN KAMI...JAGAN AKU BUAT YANG AKU BUAT DAHULU..KAU BERILAH AKU YANG TERBAIK..u know more than we do...

when we made mistakes..we see our mistakes so we dont do it again...if we love someone..WE MUST NOT HOPE BUT WE ASK FOR BEST IN LIFE AND HEREAFTER...KITE MESTI PANDANG DOSA2 KITE...SEBAB TU KITER TAUBAT..SATU TAUBAT YANG DINAMAKAN WA TAUBATAN NASUHA...

kite tengok..org mcm kite nie ape??
nk ke kite pegang tangan yang bukan muhrim...
pimpin??
cium??
semue tu???

kalau pernah buat dosa mcm tu..dosa yang HARAM...FIKIRLA..FIKIR DA TANYE PADA DIRI KITE...KENAPE ALLAH MASEH HENDAK TERIME DOA???

SEBAB ALLAH NK KITE LIHAT DAN PANDANG DAN FIKIR DAN TANYE DAN BUAT KEPUTUSAN...decision waht is best for our lives...

yes i admit..if i dont..i will not share it with u...pls read and ask urself...what kind of treatment do u want in ur life???

and MUHAMMAD S.A.W SAYS...THE ONE THAT ARE SMART ARE THE ONE THAT..1)DO NOT THINK OF DUNIA
2)PREPARE FOR DEATH AND BEFORE THEY GO INSIDE THEIR OWN GRAVE..

dear readers...

i hope it will bring something for u guys...
jazakaallah...

Yeah...

2009-08-28T02:35:00.000-07:00

Just now went asar with hazmi...temankan amik bubur...then when im doing my ablution.i saw this person..familiar sey...cnferm ade yang ditemankan...hehehe...orite da nampak...tros ape lagi..continue with the ablution..

So i missed one rakaat and need to pay back..after that duduk one corner..tadarus Al Quran..i need to memorise all my surahs...about 40+ surahs...Ya Allah..give me Strength...so waited for hazmi to take his porridge...and that time hazmi told me..aku dapat satu sey...diorang tk kasi aku amek lagi...org tu kate tutup pintu...hahahahahaha......

tkperla..maybe theres a reason..mane tau tk sedap...LOL..(astaghfirullah)....

sekarang tgh tunggu masa when i will be having beard???
weird eh..but ya..i want it bcoz sunnah bebeh...

a lil will do as long as i have it..InsyaAllah..dua hari2..
and i hope ALLAH what i left for u with my dua that i serah kt kau will be a good one for me..bcoz lastime i dint get it but i hope...this time it will be good for me...nt hoping too high...just tawakkal la..if wat i see is true...InsyaAllah it will but leave it to him...InsyaALLAH..kalau tk..mngkn ade reason..tapi mestila i want it Allah but leaving it to u will be the best...

And this morning pegi subuh....hadiths is where u read with more than one people..nt reading it alone..because hadith is Ilmu Fada'il...it has to be shared and spread to sesiapa..so that they get the knowledge..remember..nt reading alone...but share it...

and theres hadith frm Abu HURAIRRAH r.a narrates that Muhammad S.A.W told that abu hurairrah asked him....O Muhammad...who will be the one i should utamakan larh...Muhammad said...Ur MOTHER...he cont after that??....Muhammad Ans...Ur MOTHER...then he cont again..Muhammad ans...Ur MOTHER...he asked again...Muhammad nas..Then UR Father...

InsyaAllah i will try my best to give my mum a happy smile...before she closed her eyes,or before i closed my eyes ferst rather than her...and also my family larh...and of kos...InsyaAllah future also where one big family..yeah..

InsyaAllah...

If u want that to happen...if its the best for the life of urs...then InsyaAllah it will happen..Because Allah knows more than we do....

Inner Heart...

2009-08-27T01:12:00.000-07:00

Yes i know how u feel...
bcoz i do..
i know how u love him...
bcoz i have to let u go...

but when time comes...
inner heart of mine that i nid to let it out...
but i do not know when...

if regrets whats best for u to realise...
then i will support u frm behind...
but now...
try to live happily...

fun never lasts...
so does happiness..
if ur ready...i will be...
if regret is what u are feeling in other time...nt now...

maybe u need someone...
if u are regretting abt the past...
try to build better relationship in future...
i do not noe wat is wrong with me....

i know im being selfish...
but let me say this to u...

if lastime ur uncomfortable with my fren...
now i know ur nt....
but what im saying is that i just have feelings and it says to me that u will feel uncomfortable again....

yes i know uncomfortable is different from scared...
but u will it again...
i donot know wen...
but u will uncomfortable..it will be followed by scariness...
that is different but it has something hidden....
u nid to unlock it and look for its meaning....

yes i admit how u dreamt me with you...
cuddling...sitting..closely and yes i admit..i feel the warmth too...
a strong feeling of mine or senses of mine was like giving me some message..i know it sounds crazy bcoz ur with oda person...but its feeling of happiness,nice,lovable,touching and it coming true..but i just leave to him to decide...

from the ferst tym i read it..i know it was me...
i really do...its nt ur oda guys but the ferst thing that came across my mind was myself...
yes i know u scared losing me...but..
we do not know future...
let me make some senses here...u like it that was why u asked me a qn...
u want it to happen..yes i admit also...
but i cant say aniting...
i jus can smile...hoping to happen..
i know hoping is just hope...
but u and me want it...
thats different...

yes i know i admit my mistakes...
and i also do not want to think about myself..
im selfish in some ways..
but i know what u want to achieved...
but all that i cant say i leave it to him again...

and i told u that i will tell u sth..
yes i do...
but only when the right time has come...
when it has come..
i hope ur ready to hear...
and from there i will make my move...

i will ask the one above to settle for me...
and i hope he settles for u too...
yes,i know i sounded crazy..yaya..

i admit...but the best thing is we must be patient..
and i hope what im telling u will not make u feel sad or down..
maybe i ca be a happy feeling...
but yes i promise i will tell u....

bcoz...u and me sees this...light blue shirt,white pants that covers his knees,dragging him along the way...crying so that one of us could carry him...

i know im crazy...
if u want to think me crazy..go ahead...maybe i am..or maybe im nt or in fact maybe..u feel how i feel....

Duaa..

2009-08-26T02:24:00.000-07:00

Went To Subuh Prayer And Heard Of Hadith About Ramdhan and Duaa..

when we are untidy..our duaa will not be accepted..

when we eat,drink that is haram..our duaa will not be accepted..

if our duaa is accepted,meaning it has something good for us..

if nt...its also good for us...

After i heard all those riwayats...i went out from the mosque and raise my hand looking at the sky..

My Allah..I hope my DUAA has something good for me...and maybe us all...

Sujud..

2009-08-26T02:16:00.000-07:00

Nature Showing A Stone...

Sujud Kepada Allah

Alafasy...

2009-08-26T02:06:00.000-07:00

Missed You Nenek....

2009-08-26T01:48:00.000-07:00

Its Been 6 Months U Left Me Nek...And From There I Really Missed You So Much...
I STILL REMEMBER MY FIRST DREAM OF YOU....
u scolded me because of some personal reasons...
but when i told u..u smiled and u slowly were out from my sight...nenek after u left me...i was alone and i was in a critical condition..after u left me..i fought alone just to have happiness in life...nenek,i missed you soo much.......

Nenek,I can only be patient to get what i want in life although people think im crazy and it wont happen...all my friends have been giving me courage and advices...nenek if ALLAH give me his blessings and InsyaAllah i will nake him know you...nenek..my heart told me..i do not have to be sad,angry,or hurt...because im nt wrong...justice will lead to happiness...i just have to see and hear and ask myself..

Nenek...I LOVE YOU.

A Story Of Past,Present And Future.....

2009-08-25T01:51:00.000-07:00

Alright now readers....
Sharing u guys stories out there..
A story of past,present and future...

its from my favourite storybook...Here it goes...

there was a time a villager fell in love with a lady...
but this lady,she has many dates in her life...but she dosent know who to chose,whose the best...
poor this village boy..he likes her alot since he was 15..and the lady also 15...lady tkkn gegerl..apeda..

orite so then he tries to be fren of hers...slowly,and yes..they became so close and they share each others feelings..hehehehehe....but then the got a fight..and decided to leave each oder..and the gerl found a guy..but the gerl left werds that hurts the village guy..poor him again...and btw..a few mths and years,the gerl had a terrible fate..she felt hw the village guy feels...and decided to look for him again...and the village guy grew more handsome and the lady met him and said sorry for the whole thing..the village guy accepted her and they live together happily w ups and downs..facing shortcomings..the settle together...

until nw....the lady has made the right choice...bcoz of all the guys,the village boy has sth that all guys she met lack of...PATIENCE.....

cool kan..