Ramadhan has been a very very very best month for me..because i learnt something..now i learnt not to be noisy, control myself...less irritating n mostly from everyone less annoying..even my best fren said so..ok..but ALHAMDULILLAH, im trying my best now..slow and steady..i noe its nt gonna take about three or one week to change but INSYAALLAH it will somehow u noe, nt disappear but improvements can be noticed..INSYAALLAH..

One ustaz told me..in EVERYTHING that we do, we have to be PATIENT..even when ALLAH has shown us the answer directly or indirectly in WHATEVER we DO..we still HAVE TO be PATIENT...

In general effort has to put in..and the rest LEAVE IT TO ALLAH..when we are sad or down thinking abt what happened to our LIVES..we always think ALLAH SETS EVERYTHING FOR US..WE HAVE TO BUILD THIS YAKIN IN OUR IMAN THAT EVERYTHING COMES FROM ALLAH..somemore now is the HOLY MONTH..get near to ALLAH and ask him the best..

You know guys people ard me whom i loved the MOST..said to me that made me think..although its hurting to hear n accept the fact..I know by being the other way round, n changed and also DOA N PUT IN EFFORT N LEAVE TO ALLAH...INSYAALLAH maybe the people ard us will tend to be near me more, feel comfortable..n who knows CLOSER...INSYAALLAH..

Even when we put in our effort and eventhough it has a bad or good ending, it is already fated and things happen for a REASON..ONLY ALLAH KNOWS FERST..but we will noe on the later part..because ALLAH wants us to LEARN from MISTAKES and He PROMISES THE BETTER ONES ARE STILL YET TO COME..

We must have that YAKIN..build it in our IMAN..


InsyaAllah....

ok sch is closing abt nxt week?..WOW..hehehe..
BUT...i need to study and learn my mistakes..
i dint study for common test...

RESULT FLUNK!!!!!

But now..EVERYTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE..

SO LETS CONTINUE...

MUST FOCUS...!!!!!






effort is needed in everything we do...

I just dont wanna disturb you because maybe ur busy, busy with projects, test..

sometimes i thought i wanna msg u but i as think back i might disturb u..

sometimes i am waiting for ur msg but i guess ur busy also..

sometimes i think maybe ur waiting for my msg..

or maybe we both are waiting for both messages..

Sometimes i dont noe whether wen i told you abt the truth that night, do u happened to think abt it or

you are waiting for msg frm me..

or me waiting for ur response

i really dont noe..

i am giving you ur space and time for your own..because i know ur heart-broken..

hey cheer up..

i mean dont be really sad..maybe this heart-broken may lead you to a new and better person..

take your time.

but listen, hey, even when he's with another girl, u won't die..u still have ur frens and families..maybe me, well that is if u remember me..u may see him everyday at school, but the best result, stay away..because if not, ur the one getting hurt, trust me..well i dont force you..its up to anyway..but still, i care for you..and i dont know whether u msg me or nt, but i dont think so, coz if i dont reply u shud have called me..and one more, if u happened seeing him walking together with his ********....dont get sad or pain in heart, remember, Allah is beside you coz he will make ur heart stronger and promise u a better and the best love...

insya life will be simpler...

i dont really care when u read this, scolding me or hating me..but at the end of the day, u will realised all this is good for you..

i hope u know who i meant..

tc

salam...

When the ferst time I sensed something..when the ferst time that my heart told me, i just can't stop thinking about it..maybe it's something that is true, something that's going to happen..but what can i do? To see and to help, that's all i could do..

When something tells me that this guy is going to have a new person in life, I just share with Allah and I decided to tell him..and i told him, I said to him to be honest and true, to be straight forward and be honest, really honest..I really guessed he knows what I meant..andai kata memang benar dia ade seseorang dalam hidup dia, berterus teranglah..tapi apakan daya, orang tak percaya on what i've been trying to say..malah, the gerl scolded me..and when i view on the other website, i read, on what he said..that he wanted to know more about this gerl..and i suspected..it is true..its just the same as what my heart told me..it tells me that it is possible for him to have a new girl when school reopens..

And i just keep quiet..keeping quiet until one day hati tergerak memberitahu sesuatu..KALAU ALLAH NAK TUNJUKKAN KAU DIA DENGAN ORANG BARUNYER, ALLAH BOLEH TUNJUKKAN...and i just doa..

And my heart told me..u dont have to tell the gerl that this guy has a new person in life..just let the guy tell this gerl..

O Allah, I can only make dua for the best..If what my heart told me that just let the guy to tell the gerl upon the arrival of a new person in his life..i pray to you..let this guy tell the gerl and be honest..and make the gerl feel strong..

Please Allah....

I hope he tell...

Life And Honour

When you look into the mirror and see your ownself, do you see any changes in your past life and do you realised it?...If there is, who changed you???

People..yes people..wake UPPPPPPPPP!!!...

WAKE UPPP AND NOTICED KIAMAT IS NEAR...SO WAKE UP AND REPENT..INSYA..

do u really noe how it feels like?..sometimes i think u really dont appreciate me in life..all the things u want is me considering urself..not me but its always u...u told me not to say this and that which hurts u...do u care about my feelings?..stop comparing me...u dont EVEN CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL..u dont even wanna noe how ive been trying to help..to get updated abt ur life..DO U KNOW THAT?..DO YOU?...ALL U NOE IS SITTING N CRYING LIKE DUNIA NK KIAMAT..u dont even care how myself trying to help u..but all the thing u that came out frm u is SCOLDING AND NOT GIVING ANY CHANCES FOR ME TO SAY IT OUT...FRM LASTIME TILL NOW..ALL THE THING I SAID TO U, U WON'T EVEN BELIEVE....U TINK WHAT IM SAYING IS STUPID AND DOSENT MAKE ANY SENSES..well atleastla ATLEAST..i tried to help u..BUT IF U DONT WANA HELP URSELF AND NOT GIVING ME ANY CHANCES TO HELP U..THEN IT WILL NOT HELP ANYTHING..ANYTHING....u always say to me u wont go to the past and look forward..WELL HAVE U EVER WONDERED ALLAH MAYBE WANT U TO COME BACK AND CHANGE THE BACK TO UR FORWARD LIFE?..HAVE U?..HAVE U?..HAVE UUUUUUUUU?....